Wednesday, November 4, 2009 @ 11/04/2009
Rain Washing Away My Tears~
Hmm ytd had a bad conflict with bii which last till now ar haiz so i not in the mood to blog x.x But promised her will blog de, so here goes ba =)
Before i went work, bii and i had a quarral. i also dk why... She was just in a very bad mood =( Then i also dk how to rang her so end up had a bad quarral, making me moodless for work. But end up i still went for work as i stay at hme will ki sot de -.-
Train-ed to work. So just work ar work. Some customers and thai gals saw i was abit dwn so they offered me food to make me happy? LOL -.- Food wun make me happy but thx anyways =) Anyways, bar ppl also give me gordon bleu for me drink ar. Thx thx, i enjoy the drink. Aft work saw bii, andrea and poon. They just watched finish movie as bii jio me earlier go watch also, but i was working haiz -.- Think bii came up take pay de. See le her i jitao shaq... So aft work i just decide to slack ard.
Aft work uh, walk over to cinnileisure's side to slack. Sat there stoning listening to music on my PSP for a time. Thought of bii say de things then felt very shaq and moodless. Then i cried for dk what fk also -.-
I hate myself so much!
Aft that, i dk whether heaven just want jisiao me or what, it started raining. I sat in the light rain awhile b4 it got heavier. Then i moved over to take shelter frm the rain. When the rain become a light constant rain, i started walking frm cinnileisure to Plaza Sing slowly.
Moodless, shaqness, tears washed away by the rain~ machiam make movie hor -.-
Cold and Alone and Wet...
I was really down that time...
All along i was just thinking of u~
U were just in my mind all along...
Bii u misunderstood me when we were msgging ba. I nv sot u at all, just down all along.
Then when i was in Plaza Sing alone in the rain, u just told me to enjoys? x.x imagine how i felt that time?
I just jitao dk how to reply ni uh...
U just think if u were me then how would u feel?
Bii im not blaming u for what u say or do.
Maybe theres misunderstandings between us that time.
What i just want is for u to just understand me ya...
Bii i really do love u so much and i will always watch over u whether its frm a distance or what.
I know if i ask bii to forgive and tok normally to me now, u mostly wun de..
All i ask is just let me know whatever happens to u and let me watch over and tc of u~
But if bii still wants me of coz i will be so happy to have bii bck by my side uh.
Bii i MISS u badly!!! And i just want to hold u tightly and never let go!!
=(
Bii i always ai zhe ni~ Hope u see this! Muacks x3
Hmm so i just sat outside Plaza Sing till i fall aslp -.- Awoke at about 7.30am then jiu train-ed all the way hme ler. Msgged bii to inform her but guess shes still sot me haiz. Hope she rchhed hme safely also uh =(
Rchhed hme. Rest awhile jiu on lappy blog le. K luh i miss bii so badly till abit cannot tahan le. I think i just want stone awhile. Byes Peeps. Hope bibi see mine this post and wun think so badly of me =(
Ure the only one in my heart~
Promises Aren't Meant To Be Broken~
