I read ur post and ya i been thinking it over. Hahs when ure missing him, im here missing you badly too and theres just alot of things about u that made u unforgottable to me =) Although my actions doesnt show but i does miss you and i still do. So many things happen ya, and i know that although i will nv replace him in ur heart as hes special to u, but still... i always been hoping that u will allow me to tc of u in the place of him sometimes. Anyways in the past few weeks, maybe it was my fault to treat u as a gf? That one i dk but i know the reason is that i just care too much about u. Maybe when i say all these, when u see these u will be irked by these words? But i can tell u de is all these came frm my heart uh. Just yesterday only two things happened which made me just miss u so badly. 1st thing is: This sounds wierd but when im going for work yesterday waiting the traffic light, i suddenly just got a sniff of ur perfume lol? I dk whether thats my illusion or im dreaming lol but i seriously looked ard as i expected u near me and just by that, images of u just came out in my mind. 2nd thing is: This u know de uh, saw u in evo. Just jitao stunned tio lol. Anyway bendan hope u believe me when i say i xiang tong le k. Cheer up mai think so much and im still willing to be ur listening ear if u want^^

Hmm ok the day before i had no time to update uh but there was nth much to update on that day except that, i drank a flaming Lamborghini at work that nite as the bar was kind enough to make for me.Drink le throat shiokshiok de LOL. Aft work that nite, as usual i took transport hme as i drank quite abit ler.

Then as for yesterday uh, went for work as usual. Like i say, while waiting for the traffic light near rcd at Somerset i thought i smelled dao bii de perfume uh lol. I seriously just look ard for her although i know it was not possible... Work was very dead as it was Sunday. Manfred, a regular customer requested from me to reserve table yesterday as a whole bunch of his frens were coming uh. Heng not i serve them ar x.x But tio Melson and his fren, Samson and Ronald at my station so drank about 7 glasses brandy neat -.-

Then aft work, actually Samson jio me go eat at TTC de but i ended work quite late and when i called them they also want finish eating le so i decide to go evo sua -.- So walk frm rcd to evo there slowly enjoying the walk uh as i needed peace. Rch evo saw Troy Poon they all so play with them. Anyways played awhile jiu saw bendan and Andrea came but they say they not playing at evo as it was too full... I tio stunned when i saw bendan but she only stayed awhile ba... Played dao i very cold jitao fall aslp at evo uh. Then when they all going, Troy woke me up and we all went 2nd floor eat breadfast together.

Troy, his mei, Poon, Ryan and me left parklane together aft we finished eating and all go their separate ways. So, i train-ed and bus-ed hme. Rch hme liao kan pua tired but was unable to go hme as i heard my dad was at hme zzz. So slack like 1 hr liddat then when my dad go out, i was able to sneak bck hme zzzzzzz. I dk how long this will last but i hate this!!

Need to stop le peeps as my dad is coming hme frm work soon and i need to camp outside ler -.- Maybe just sit outside think of bendan jiu hao ler ba lol. But this few days raining and i keep kena rained dao like wet chicken, although i was able to bathe aft that, think i liddat will be sick soon sia -.- Working tonite and hope bendan cheer up veryveryyyyyyyyyy soon~