Saturday, November 21, 2009 @ 11/21/2009
Tired of Life, Die or Alone?My Prob Liao=)
Hmm yesterday nite nv update ar coz nth much to update =) Anyways ya things do happened. I kena chased out by my dad from our hse coz im still short of $100 to give him as i had lent the money to my fren uh -.- Only when hes not hme then i can sneak bck in, pcb i hate this kind of thing!
Another thing is, ya i saw someone's blog whom she say she was immuned le ya? So i guess i wun be needed anymore, whatever i do is just me now =) This life sux uh, i dk why without her, im just a dead person. A zombie? Most likely =) Whatever uh, now i dunneed care so much le, just hope i can suddenly just die, liddat jiu no trouble no fan nao le^^ But i want her to be happy ba, so i guess i wun pressure her anymore, even if she contact me, guess i will make up my mind to stay away frm her. I guess thats the only way, whatever probs i have or suffer, i wun be telling her anymore as ALL these will only trouble and pressure her =) Guess thats all. Feeling so good now^^ Even frm her msgs can see she doesn care alr, so i guess the only way is to stay away in order not to make her unhappy ba =) Loving someone doesn mean possessing her uh thats true. But i dk what i will do from now on ba? Emo? Cry? Sad? All these i been thru but i dk what im gonna do now =) U say ure immuned? Maybe thats good for you ba. Dk what else can i do uh? Just want to drop dead frm now uh... Byes Bii ilys so much, take goodcare of urself when im not around, dun so blur le k bendan...
Hmm although moodless but i shall cont ba. Went to work as usual. Work was ok uh. Samson they all and Zili they all came yesterday so kena ta drinks again. Afew of de other tables also made me drink uh. Took some pics with Samson they all also =) Yesterday was fri so can see business wasn that good but it was still ok ba i guess.
He become dancer liaos, trying to sell me shots LOL~
Aft work uh, didn want to go hme coz of my dad prob -.- But i promise someone and i will always try my best to uphold it so i went hme. But i couldn't go bck inside till my dad go out so i spent my time slacking and slpping at my hse dwnstair's de playground. Fkking cold lol =) But i guess thats nobody's business even if i die ba~
Haiz anyways, aft i knew my dad was out, i went hme quickly bathe, on lappy till now uh. Going off le as my dad coming bck soon =) Will try my best to update again. Working tonite. Shuld be busy as its a Sat. Zzz and its raining very good. Guess i be spending my time in the rain =) Tcs peeps~
Promises Aren't Meant To Be Broken~
