Uhh bendan thanks i saw ur post le.

hmm yea i guess thats it, i understand bendan. Yea all u say de is quite true except i DID not emo all the times, i did tried my best to listen to u all along. U rather believe everyone than me? And my blog all along been liddat uh x.x I didn make any decisions. I tried mine best to give u what u want haiz. Lol who say u dun fkking care about mine thing? I know u care de uh... Anyways must still xie ni for all the happy memories u gave me uh, Thanks bendan^^ Still love u in my heart but doesn mean we must be together ba, i understand le. Now all i want is as long as ure safe and happy jiu hao le. Oh ya saw u in cube yesterday but i didn went to tok to u as i didn know how to face u lol. Didn mean to avoid u but now i dun think i have the courage to face u in real ler x.x Still.... Find me anytime when u need someone to pei ok, if u dunneed its ok just go along with ur life, i want u stay a happy gal jiu shi le^^ Hmm guess im just plain useless ba -.- cant even make u happy when we're together. I wanted so badly to let u be happy but guess i couldn do it=( So bendan cheer up and go along with ur life alrights. Xiexie ni for the past, Muacks x3

Eh ok continuing my post ps peeps, Hmm on sun i didn update as i wasn able to, psps. Didn do anything much on that day x.x just nua at hme whole aftnoon then at at nite pei mum and dad went dwnstairs area gaigai and eat nia lol. Aft then i decided to audi awhile so went to enet. Then chua sai, saw miaoqi and yaoyao there. Miaoqi told me vinn kor they all coming over making me even more stunned LOL. End up when i dota-in halfway, kor they all suddenly came in and kor come over hugged me LOLOL. We all tonn at enet audi-ing and dota-ing dao 6am liddat. Then i jiu went hme slp dao late aftnoon.

At mon aftnoon, i went chinatown for a job interview. Guess im may be changing job soon. Aft the interview, i went to work as usual, nth much about work. Told Patrick i will be working at rcd dao nxt week nia. Work ar work, aft that jiu took transport go hme le.

Rch hme on lappy toh on sofa ZzzZzzZzz again. Now preparing for work later. My life is just work, work, work now. Not in the mood for other things ba. K luh will update soon. Oh ya and sry peeps for the lack of pics in my blog as i dun have a camera or a camera phone with me when i go out uh. I only depends on other ppl for pics =P