Friday, December 4, 2009 @ 12/04/2009
Inevitable Conflicts?
Lol hey sry peeps guess im late in posting again uh. Was just too shaq the whole day ar x.x and
i guess alot of things happened.
Ya i saw ur blog uh.
I just want to ask, why do u always misunderstood me?
Why cant we have peace and happiness between us?
Well u say good things never last
but bendan u know that its up to us to make it last de?
I just dunwant to see u like this,
i didn want all this.
What i want see i a happy and cheerful bendan as i saw in the past.
So believe it anot, i have nothing to hide from u.
Xuan was just cheering me up and scolding me for being emo,
and she read my blog before
so i knew she know why i was sad.
Thats why when she say mai emo le luh,
i told her to tell serine that when u pop in.
Thats what really happened lol.
Hahs avoiding u? What makes u think that?
Becoz i didn contact u? Or becoz of this morning i say nothing?
And ya i did promise to be there for u,
i want to hold that promise
yet u never let me had the chance?
So far i can see is u dunneed me?
So i ask u bck uh,
when u got something that is really useful yet
when u dunwant or dunneed to use it,
will it still be as useful?
Same concept ba rights~
What else can i do?
Continue to haunt u when u dunwant me around? Lol.
And ya u yourself never bother finding me
then u say i bo find u? Lol -.-
I nv did changed and im still the same.
So u say im fkking emo? Lol.
Im a human not a dead shyt,
guess i cant help it?
I nv took my feelings out on u also?
And it takes two hand to clap if u understand what i mean,
So when u say everything i decided one,
all i can say is i didn want all these.
Anyways im still hoping
that whatever probs that bendan have which i can solve de,
u will still find me ar~
Or guess im just still hoping for
One 奇迹 ba.
When i say i will be always there for u,
I mean it. The rest is up to bendan uh~
Takecare of urself well and be happy ok,
Smile more k, u look more sweet when u smile^^
Find me anytime if u want ok,
im NOT avoiding u lol.
I just want to ask, why do u always misunderstood me?
Why cant we have peace and happiness between us?
Well u say good things never last
but bendan u know that its up to us to make it last de?
I just dunwant to see u like this,
i didn want all this.
What i want see i a happy and cheerful bendan as i saw in the past.
So believe it anot, i have nothing to hide from u.
Xuan was just cheering me up and scolding me for being emo,
and she read my blog before
so i knew she know why i was sad.
Thats why when she say mai emo le luh,
i told her to tell serine that when u pop in.
Thats what really happened lol.
Hahs avoiding u? What makes u think that?
Becoz i didn contact u? Or becoz of this morning i say nothing?
And ya i did promise to be there for u,
i want to hold that promise
yet u never let me had the chance?
So far i can see is u dunneed me?
So i ask u bck uh,
when u got something that is really useful yet
when u dunwant or dunneed to use it,
will it still be as useful?
Same concept ba rights~
What else can i do?
Continue to haunt u when u dunwant me around? Lol.
And ya u yourself never bother finding me
then u say i bo find u? Lol -.-
I nv did changed and im still the same.
So u say im fkking emo? Lol.
Im a human not a dead shyt,
guess i cant help it?
I nv took my feelings out on u also?
And it takes two hand to clap if u understand what i mean,
So when u say everything i decided one,
all i can say is i didn want all these.
Anyways im still hoping
that whatever probs that bendan have which i can solve de,
u will still find me ar~
Or guess im just still hoping for
One 奇迹 ba.
When i say i will be always there for u,
I mean it. The rest is up to bendan uh~
Takecare of urself well and be happy ok,
Smile more k, u look more sweet when u smile^^
Find me anytime if u want ok,
im NOT avoiding u lol.
K luh i will be fkking late for work due to this wordy post le x.x When im bck then i will update.
