Thursday, January 14, 2010 @ 1/14/2010
Im Back LOL~ For Now Nia =x
Hmm original owner bck to post a short post liao LOL =x Feel like posting lei. Anyways nothing much about this few days, just feel that my life become very lifeless firstly due to work -.- secondly... its more personal but hmm can say due to ppl who really
hurted me in terms of feelings ba. I dw say who but they know themselves jiu hao =) I guess the scars they left me made me changed. And to others i hoped u all wun blame me for being this way. Also wish i have more money so i can stop working which have been giving me unnecessary stress hais. Life sibei fked up now -.- k la i shall stop saying all these things later ppl think i emo or what lol x.x
Anyways to jiab ahjess's post, yesterday is i after meet hao ahcrap and jess, i went to evo if xiaospark to find SH luh. Met up with him at parklane outside. Smoked then went in for a mac dinner as we all hungry die LOL. Eat liao jiu went bck Plaza Sg to find that stupid darling of mine as he reached there liao but he was busy playing the Prize Catch's machines, known to us as "kiap" LOL. So dar keep kiaping there and i think if we nv force him go he wun go one -.- Rofls la dun say him liao, i myself got money also liddat LOL.
Then SH told us Emperor ask us to go drink at parklane opposite pub awhile. Hence, end up is me, SH and Emperor went to parklane opposite de pub drink awhile. Xiaospark had to go hme as he had sch while dar dunwant to drink and he proceeded to evo for lan. Aft finishing 1 tower beer, went bck to evo for lan with dar. End up 4am plus we all toh as we all too tired liao -.- Woke up and emp and dar gone alr. Dar had to go do his ite thing while emp got army so they went off early. SH staying in evo so i went off too. Ate at parklane 2nd floor, soo long never eat there. There de breadfast cheap and shiok LOL =x Then train-ed hme myself and toh alr as i got work at nite.
Oh ya b4 i went cube find jess they all, i spent my morning and aftnoon visiting my grandparents luh as i was off on that day. Sad ba... They now so kelian hais... Spending the rest of their life in nursing hmes and wheelchairs =( Plus both live different nursing hmes meaning that they are not even together lo. Zzz if i got money sure 'bail' them out de ;cry. My ahma still hai hao luh. Saw me and my mum come she very happy lor, say we so long nv visit her liaos but is we dunhave the time and money ba not we dunwant visit her =( But just feel so kelian for my ahma luh. Chatchat and pei my ahma awhile dao 1pm plus liddat then we zao to visit my ahgong le. He more sad..... Hais i see my ahgong feel like crying sia... He barely can tok and move around now. Everything need someone to support him... Then he told us he may die next year as the doc there say de.... I jitao no mood diao that time wtf.... Hais then pei him talktalk, bring him outside awhile for fresh air and buy some light food for him eat then pass him some money for his own use. Zzz dk why type dao here i jitao got tears dropping frm my eyes le -.- Dk wtf i crying for zzz.
Dedicated to my grandparents:
AHGONG AHMA, ILYS... I know u two wun probably see this or understand this but i just want to type out all my feelings ba... U two are the best grandparents i had and nobody else can replace u two in my heart . When i and my didi were young, u two teng us soooo much... Always entertaining us when we were bored, bought us whichever food we wanted and so much so much more!!! Whatever we want, u always give in to us... I always loved going ur hse in the past.... I DUNWANT U TWO TO GO!!!! I WILL MISS U TWO BADLY DE. FK LUH IF I CAN I WOULD HAVE HIRED DE BEST DOC TO TC OF U TWO AND BUY A BIGBIG HSE FOR U TWO. THEN U TWO WOULDN HAVE ALL THESE ILLNESS AND PROBS RIGHT =(((((( I WANT TO TAKECARE OF U BUT SOOOO DULAN AT MYSELF THAT IM NOT EVEN ABLE TO TAKECARE OF MYSELF LE. SOOO FKING FKING DULAN AT MYSELF. Everything u two did for me i remembered so clearly.... I really dunwant u two to go T.T especially ahgong, as ur body are weaker than before =( Why cant everything go bck to the past? Cant ahgong and ahma be healthy,smiling happily and teng us as before again... Im so so sorry for not been able to help or takecare of u two recently... 有心无力 ba, guess im useless. Even visiting u two, im so busy with work and all that till i really dunhave the time to go visit u two... When i visited u two yesterday, i just felt regret, regret and more regret. Seeing ahgong and ahma liddat, im felt so ..... haiz i also dk how say... Ahgong ahma, PLEASE takecare of urself and DUN just 'go off' ok, 算我求你们好吗... I promise from now i will find more time to visit u two, and bring more nicenice food for u two k =) Please k....this is the only thing i want u two do and wished for, be well and takecare of urself, ahgong ahma... And i miss de past times when im with u two ba.... Thats all...
Ok over my grandparents things i was abit moodless yesterday but i kept it to myself as i dw friends or other ppl worry ba. Im still ok =) as im strong hor =x Hahas anyways, finally i wanna thank zombie for keep helping me to post up new posts. Without her i guess this blog die long ago liao LOL =x
Xiexie ni uh u this bendan zombie and jiayous for ur sch and exams alrights x3 If need help or ppl pei just msg me k ^^
Hao ba im done posting. Will post up if i have the time again, tcs peeps~ And ok, this post veryvery wordy LOL sry ;shy.
Promises Aren't Meant To Be Broken~
