Temptation Of The Past~

In the midst of O levels.

2010-10-28T11:20:00.001+08:00

Hi, -Ahjess here. LOL.

To your disappointment, laoshu is not posting still. Tsk.
So, I'm here to post a short one.
I'm in the midst of having O level now.
16 days more and I'm free. HAHA.

Si zombie. Come revive your blog la. Tsk. Dabai I help you post.
I one month plus never post, you also bo post. TSK!!!!

I guess laoshu's life still the same? LOL.
Never contact much. Such a sad thing right? :(

Yeah, I think it's sad too. LOLS.
Alrights. I shall stop here, chemistry is tomorrow!
:)

ZOMBIE! Tsk.

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2010-09-10T12:35:00.001+08:00

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I'm Ahjess here.
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Okay.

Byes. :)

A totally random post. :x

Ahjess here.

2010-07-30T18:13:00.002+08:00

SI ZOMBIE!
You never help yourself update de!
I never update, you also never update! TSK. LOL.
Blog dying alr laaaaaaaa!
1 month never post dao sia!
But i'm also sorry that i didn't help you post. x.x
Now post le k.
Cheerup hor. :)

Idon't know what to post la.
You also bo text me.
I've no info about you, how post. LOL.

POST YOURSELF ALSO! TSK!

Ahjess here.

2010-05-29T20:24:00.003+08:00

It've been days ever since i posted here once again.
And here i am again. :)

I don't know where's this boxim kia. LOL
But, i just help him with an short post, containing .... n o t h i n g.
LOL. Don't blame me kkkkk.
I've no choice. :(

This boxim kia right,
audition got couple also never update in blog.
I don't know his couple ign, i can't update for him. Paiseh.

Hmmms, goodluck to those people having O's Mother Tongue on Monday.
(Including myself) :x Hehehe.
Goodluck people!
I know laoshu will want to wish you guys too, (I hope so.) HAHAHAHA.

Alrights. End. :)
Takecares toooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo! :D

Ahjess here. :)

2010-05-18T16:06:00.002+08:00

Hi! Ahjess here. :)
It has been16-17days ever since i posted here.
Sorry zombie that i didn't help you to post. :x
You also didn't post yourself hor! LOL.
Alrights.
Been busy with my mid year.
And i'm crazy over Super Junior these period. So yeah.
Hahahaha. Takecares people. :)
It's gonna be June holidays soon.
But it doesn't mean alot to me and maybe zombie too.
LOL.
Because i still have to study, and he still have to work.
LOLS. So yeah.
Long time no contact, so i'm not sure what's happening to him.
So yeah. :)
That's all. :)

Byes!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LAOSHU/WEIWEI, By Ahjess. :)

2010-05-01T12:52:00.007+08:00

HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY TO LAOSHU/WEIWEI!
Hahahahahaha.
A happy event yeah!
Ooops, it's yesterday news.
Sorry for the belated post. :(
Yesterday i'm too busy.
School, test, napfa, then tuition.
No time to use the computer.
That's why i didn't post his birthday yesterday.
Sorry that i can't help you celebrate your birthday zombie.
May your wishes come true okay. :D
Don't so greedy, so much wish. :x
Okay lah, just joking. Cheerups k.
Most importantly, stay happy always.
19 years old already. LOLS.
Must not always be upset k.
Don't emo. Haha.
Takecares too.

Alrights, did you guys wished him happy birthday?
If you didn't, it's not too late right now.
Go wish him. Hahahaha.
:D

And lastly, still a HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU! :D

Ahjess here.

2010-04-23T22:33:00.002+08:00

Hey there!
Look here!
ONE MORE WEEK!
To what? Let's guess. HAHA.
Curious?
Only those wuxim will know what's the event.
See, i'm so wuxim right. HAHA!
Curious to know what day is that?
It's FRIDAY! Haha!
Okay, i shall stop being lame. :)
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Look down to see what's the event. :D
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It's . . . . . . .

Laoshu's BIRTHDAY!
Haha! Guess it right?
If you remember it, you're a great friend. :)
I'm a great friend! Hahahaha! I'm so bhb. Okay, nevermind. LOL!

Zombie don't sad.
That day you must promise me to be happy WHOLE day kkkkkk.
Birthday leh. Cannot sad k. :)

Cheerups ! Hahahaha.
Remember wish him hor, don't so boxim. TSK!
:)

Ahjess here.

2010-04-12T21:55:00.002+08:00

Congrats to Laoshu for getting back his iphone. :)
Hahahahahaha. Yay-ness! :D
Takecare of your iphone kkkkk!
Hmms, see lah. He never update his blog again.
So i'm here to help him with a short short post.
Hahaha. Did he mentioned he changed job?
Alright, he did. LOL.
Must be tiring for him. So pray for him with good health.
Hahaha. *pray for zombie*
I very good right. Hahaha.
Update your blog soon hors!
Cause i'm not very sure what to post.
Plusplusplus, you never text me again. :(
Sad lah me. LOLOL!
Lastly, zombie don't work till die k.
Must rest if possible. :)
Andand, takecare.
Hmms, i guess that's all.

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♥Ahjess.

Shaqness -.-

2010-04-03T17:59:00.003+08:00

Sorry for not posting during the last few days -.- I was too busy with my work and other stuffs uh x.x K luh i shall try to make a short summary of what i been doing this week :)

Monday:

I was still working in Moko for the last three days :)
However, i was off on that day.
So, i went to to Bugis to shop and slack with Jenny, Eve, Jenny's mum and Irene~
After Bugis, Irene went off to meet her frens while the rest of us
made our way to Amk as we planned a home steamboat at Jennny's mum house.
After buying all the food at Amk hub, we went to her house to cook steamboat ^^
Slacked, eat, and pua kiao dao 11pm liddat
Then we went to SocialHouse for a short period of time for mine interview~
After that, we walked over to Moko and stayed there for a short while.
Cabbed back to Amk after Moko.
We all stayed at Jenny's mum house to slack, eat and pua kiao whole nite till morning.

Tuesday:

Woke up in the afternoon in Jenny's mum house.
Pei Jenny and Eve slacked all the way till evening time liddat.
Then spend a little time at Amk hub arcade awhile then i went home le.
After i reach home, i went around doing my stuff till about 10plus.
Then train-ed to Somerset to meet Jenny and Eve again lol.
Went to Rcd to drink, ended up we drank a tower beer only.
After that, we went to pei Shirely, Eve's sister, to Cinni's Kbox
as she was abit moodless.
We sing and slacked in the Kbox till 6am before we all go home~

Wednesday:

Last day working in Moko today :)
Sibei chaotic today -.- as it was busy on Tuesday plus
Haoxuan mess-ed up the whiteboard for our LDs.
So end up is i today go there work to kio sai -.-
Then both my thai and china gan-mummy whom dote on me alot heard i was leaving le...
My thai mummy keep ask me to order alot alot of food as she wants to treat me
eat full full on my last day LOL :x
But i didn't as i dunwant her to waste her hard-earned money luh :(
Then my china mummy want bring me out to enjoy after work on my last day.
So we all went to Ye Se after our work but i didn get to see my china mummy
as she had to leave early for a plane to catch tmr :(
After Ye Se, we all went to makan then me, Haoxuan and Irene went to Cyberdome
for lan-session :x
Audi-ed there for quite a time as we all didn audi for a long time liaos x.x
We stayed there dao about 10am plus then we all train-ed home.
I reached home late, about 1pm plus as i overslpt on the train again -.-

Thursday:

1st day working in SocialHouse.
Was abit nervous as im working in a place im unfamilar with. X.X
Met Storm Jenny Eve early as we dunwant to be late on our first day~
While working, learned alot of new things which i didn in my old workplaces.
After work, as transport was too full, we slacked over by the river there
then we train-ed back about 6am plus.

Friday:

Went to work in SocialHouse as usual.
Learn more things and met Andy, who came to drink in SocialHouse yesterday.
I drank quite alot as afew tables that nite keep ask me tar drinks -.-
Even the singers there also dun let me off LOL x.x
Cabbed home with Storm aft work with her friend.

K luh thats all peeps, sorry its all words and no pics. 3More days to my iphone coming back x33 Can't wait~ Will update again soon as i need to go for work le ^^

Hi, Ahjess here.

2010-03-29T15:34:00.002+08:00

Now laoshu's back to blogging. Hahaha.
So i can cut down my job already. LOL. :x
But i still will post rubbish, in his blog. Wahahahahah! :x
Okay lah. I not so bad. TSKS!
Zombie, cheerup lah you.
Never reply my sms also. Tsks. I know you tired.
So nevermind. See i got big heart. Forgive you. :x
LOLS. Rest more if you can okay. :)
Don't moodless uhs.
Got time text me k. :)
Takecares!

Hmm fast post lol...

2010-03-29T06:53:00.004+08:00

Lol sorry peeps this will be a fkking short post.

Anyways, was supposed to be chatting with Storm they all just now.

But i suddenly thought of some things so i was quite fkking moodless -.-

So end up i offline and went to slp instead....

Then earlier at bout 11am i was supposed to meet Jenny they all for breadfast,

but again, i was still in a fkking no mood state to be with people.

Hence when they called, i say no and went back to slp...

Now i wake up le feeling abit better, so going bugis soon to find them.

Oh ya, lol btw, i dk why whenever i moodless or not in a good mood nowadays,

i always feel like blogging o.o

Maybe its for me to pour my feelings into words and post it up?

Anyways i feel that its a good thing as everytime after i post,

i take a good look to my own post and think about what i write....

K luh peeps im stopping here.

Shall post again when im free :)

Takecares~

Bck from work -.-

2010-03-26T05:41:00.003+08:00

Hi peeps, just back from work. Qi ji that i still have the energy to blog today considering my work yesterday was a event nite -.- Hmm anyways i also dk why i blogging lol. My life not that colourful also, its all just work, work, work -.- But then.... Oh well, just feel like blogging plus i promise someone i would blog back if i can everyday :)

Hmm si zomb i also replied le :P And dun countdwn to my bday luh ;shy Nth wonderful to my bday coming LOL :x And thanks for keep askking me to cheerup, i'll try de dun worry :D

Oh about yesterday work, event nite lai de so quite alot ppl come lo. End up we all servers busy like fk -.- But overall was ok la.. Got one regular requested for me to serve him coz he say i very joker lai de LOL x.x But then i was serving Meldon and his frens that time -.- End up is bobians still lanlan have to go serve the regular instead of Meldon's group. Then we all have to wear stupid fake nerd glasses lol as it was "School Nite" and all the xiang bu there wear those exposed de sch uniforms trying to look like sexy girl students LOL -.- Oh ya, Pom's fren, Haoxuan, and his frens came to work in Moko too, i was surprised when he recgonised me that time as he saw me before in town area lol. But then, aft work all tired like dog luh -.-

Anyways, tired also have to tong -.- I really need the lj iphone luh -.- mum keep askking me about it le. Guess i cant keep hiding for long... :( Hopefully, i'll surive...

Thats about all peeps. Sorry its all words and no pics~ Maybe when i get back the iphone then i'll start taking some pics to put it in my blog :)

Im just so tired... Wishing for it to end...

But is it even possible?

Haiz, i really dk ba...

Maybe i really need a rest...

Ahjess :D

2010-03-24T20:04:00.003+08:00

HAIHAI!!!! LOL.
Hmms, zombie i reply liao. :x LOLOL!
Andandand, CHEERUP. :D
PLUS!!!!
1 month plus it's LAOSHU'S BIRTHDAY! :D
Let's countdown. HAHAHA.
Heeeeeeeeeee!

Hmm tiredness -.-

2010-03-24T14:25:00.005+08:00

Hey peeps im back to post le. Still nth to post much. Oh ya, one of the new guy who came to work at Moko was pom's fren LOL. Think he also diao town one lol i not sure hahas. Hmm... Just been feeling down and tired this few days. Its all work, home, work , home....

Anyways, thanks to this bendan zombie for caring about my things and keep helping me to post k..
Just wanna say i really appreaciate all u did ar :)
And ya i will try my best de k dun worry ^^
P.S: I alr reply-ed ur post. Check the edited part k lol~

Hmm, 13 more days to my dream haiz... Going off to work soon so i shall be stopping here :) Tcs peeps~

Haiz...

2010-03-23T15:19:00.005+08:00

Hmm short post today.. Nth happened much. Im going work soon. Working 5pm today -.- Anyways most impt thing is my iphone.. Now trying to gather money for iphone... 14 days to my iphone -.- Long way to go...

Wishing u were by my side now... Haiz...

Hi Peeps~ Back for once :D

2010-03-21T18:04:00.003+08:00

Hmm i guess i shall try to revive my blog again LOL. Mine blog keep kena killed then revived again LOL :x Anyways i do not have much time anyways x.x so im trying to make my post short LOL.

Hmm for this week and nxt week, haiz will be so-called hell weeks for me -.- everyday working for me, no off, monday to friday 11hrs -.- If i haven die yet right, i will xie tian xie di... -.-

Anyways reason for me to pia work so much is coz i recently lost my iphone... :( But i dundare let my mum know as im afraid she'll cry... So i lied and told her my phone is being held by francis dar as i didn want her worry x.x Then my plan now is work work work to earn back the money to buy back my phone and pay my bills -.- haiz.

Anyways aft this month i dunthink i will be working moko anymore :D I quitted, informed manager yesterday le as there is a 2week notification. Quit de reason is work management sux due to some managers around whom i shall not named :)

Ohh well, thats about all. Im going work soon -.- Will update again if something happens peeps takecares :D

Hi. Ahjess here.

2010-03-20T17:41:00.003+08:00

Alrights, i guess zombie's blog is dying. o.o
Short post bahs. :)
Hi zombie. Long time no message.
LOL. Okay. I not sure what to post seriously lehxzxc!
Tsks.
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I still can't think of what to post. LOL!
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Thinking still.
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Argh, forget it. :x
Bye zombie an his readers. :)
P/S: Very lame, but i really have nothing to post already. LOL!

2010-03-12T14:53:00.003+08:00

Hmm hey im back for once LOL~

Actually not posting de but i promise one bendan i'll give her a post

although i dk whether she will see this anot as alot ppl thought my blog dead le :x

Well let's not waste time ar.

So this words is for de bendan one uh, so here goes:

SORRY!!!

LOL this is u make me say de hor, bendan :P

Sorry for everything k, hahas sorry about the past too~

Sorry for making u angry~ making u sad~

I promise u i wun make u angry or sad le ok :D

So u must also listen to me, cheer up alrights ^^

Dun be sad le can ma?

Hope u listen to me ar :)

Last but not least, u this bendan hor, better take good care of urself hor.

I dunwant anything happen to u ar~

K la thats about all. Im going work soon le. Tcs peeps~ Shag die me -.-

P.s: Thanks uh ahjess, for trying to keep my blog alive x.x LOL sorry to mafan ni so much :(

Ahjess here.

2010-03-07T18:15:00.002+08:00

Sorry for not updating for laoshu for such a long time.
Recently, laoshu changed new phone. Iphone if not wrong.
LOL. So he changed number.
Get his new number from him. :)
He's still working at the same place.
And, i don't know much already. x.x
So yeah.
Takecare k! :D

Happy Belated CNY and Valentine's. :)

2010-02-17T21:00:00.001+08:00

Ahjess here.
Wishing you guys a Happy Belated Valentine's.
And Happy Lunar New Year. :)
Sorry that i didn't help laoshu post recently.
Not sure what to post.
Laoshu still never contact me as much.
Only once when i on ebuddy yesterday, or 2days ago.
LOL. I forgot. :x
Haha. And now i post.
I already going sick. -.-
LOLS. So yeah. Okay no link. HA.
Okay lah. Laoshu takecare k. :)
And others, continue tag his tagboard kkkk!
:D
Laoshu please post more. LOLS.
Cause i don't really know what happen to you.
So i not sure what to post. :x
I know you don't like see this sentence. LOL!

Ahjess here.

2010-02-09T17:48:00.003+08:00

Hello. :) Ahjess here!
Firstly, sorry laoshu for not helping you to update.
Didn't mean it de. x.x
I don't really know what to post much.
So it's up to you to post next already.
Today your off day.
I don't know what you doing also. O:
Cause you never sms me also. LOL.
I think recently he's working then home.
Work and home luhs. O:
More info, text him. :)
He's busy like mad i guess. Lol.
That's all. Goodbyes.
Takecares uhs laoshu. :D Don't fall sick.

Life Sux....

2010-02-02T20:27:00.007+08:00

Dunknow why but i just felt like posting today.
So long didn post so i dun even know whats happening.
Saw so many things going on at people's life
then im wondering whats going on in my life.
Everything just seems so fked up =)
Yet... I shouldn complain, coz maybe this is what im meant to go thru.
Anyways hope people i cared for is well and
although i never contact u all le i hope everything is going ok for u all~
Somehow, i just feel so tired le.
I wished i could go bck into the past,
when all the people i cared for is bck with me,
All our outings and fun together yea.
Hmm anyways guess my life has changed.
Not audi but its all work le.
Hao ba, shall stop here and say some of the things that had been happening
these few weeks.

Hmm not much events had happened to me this few days
but theres was afew unforgettable ones =x

1) Went to touch up my tattoo last few days and my money kan chor bodoh -.- Just got my pay then like want broke alr LOL. Oh ya i went to a different tattoo shop to touch up my tattoo not mine old one. Anyways, think the new shop made my tattoo outline look like marker line LOL. The line so black and thick LOL!!!

2) Was sick for a time that i didn even had the energy to contact anyone or go out. But forced myself to work all the same as i needed money.

3) Hmm this few days aft work i went drinking as felt like drinking. Then uhmm, one of my collegue, Ivan, become my tao eh LOL -.- He didn want me to called him tao eh lols, only Ivan but who cares, he dun come my blog de =x And at work, hes mine so-called darling LOL. But he damn takecare of me and his gf, who is my gansister too luh. Very paiseh lor -.- go drinking, eat or cab hme also he pay zzz then its like i dunneed pay for anything la... Then he also promised me alot things and never let anyone bully or say me, even his own brother jisiao me also tio said back LOL. So ya luh, im happy but i just dunwant him spend so much on me liao -.- Even his gf, my sister, also pay for me alot luh. He abit badtempered also de although he never took it out on me or his gf before. Oh ya he say he good to me becoz im his 1st gina lol -.- And when he took me in, is when we all aft drinking then i didn know he want take me in till he shook my hand and say "weiwei, ure in~" LOL. Overall, i respect him ba and i dunknow what i can do for him but whatever happens, i hope im there to help him if i can.

4) As i said, this few days went drinking. Place is at boat quay de MT or Xbar as its near our workplace. We drink, gamble, smoke and sing songs all the way dao morning this few days. Gamble lol -.- i lost $30plus but as Ivan was the banker, everything i owe sua. But when i win he tried to make me take the money de -.- Heng i managed not to take all LOL zzz. Oh well, but it was all fun and i enjoyed being with Ivan they all ba hahs =)

K ba, today im off frm work but im too tired to go out or what as i had to extend for work yesterday x.x Maybe later i shall just go Enet to audi awhile later =) Tcs peeps~

Promises Aren't Meant To Be Broken~

Ahjess here.

2010-01-30T17:07:00.002+08:00

Same as Crap's blog.
Nothing much to post.
Laoshu recently keep work, home work home.
That's what he told me.
So ya, idk what happened to him.
So i won't post so much anymore. :)
Takecares k laoshu.
Sms me soon.
You promise me de. lol.
Get well soon. Rest more.
That's all.
Bye.

Ahjess here.

2010-01-29T16:19:00.002+08:00

Recently.
Sorry for not posting.
Laoshu's sick.
Takecares k zombie.
Sorry for disturbing you also.
I'll leave you alone k.
Takecare lots. :)
See you soon.
Get well hor!
Rest more, don't ton already please.

Recently never sms with laoshu.
So idk what really happened to him.
So i won't post anymore.
Bye.
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Fyi : Won't post anymore is stop here. LOL.
Not never help him post kkkkkk. :)
Edited this fyi. LOL.
Suddenly thought dao. Haha.

Hi, Ahjess is back here.

2010-01-26T16:10:00.002+08:00

Hi. Ahjess here. :)
Happy to see me? Okay, just kidding. Haha.
Hi zombie. I'm back. LOLOL.
I saw your post lah ;shy. :x
Touched to tears k. LOL.
Hmms, i won't break my promise to you de.
I say i'll help you post, i'll.
See i come back le leh. LOL.
I'm so good right ;shy. :x
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Recently never post is cause no mood.
Plus went out, and slept at friend's house.
Then now i'm back here. :)
This laoshu right, sibei cute can.
Ask me don't no mood. He ownself leh.
Keep no mood luhs. LOL. Then he so tired daoooooooo....
Dead on bed. LOL.
He never sms me liao luhs. Tsks.
Still say will sms me. Sad die me. LOL.
Andandand, he's going town on his off day if i'm not wrong.
With ahcrap. LOL. Spot him in town. :D
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Zombie. You sibei cute luhs. Say sms me.
Also bo. You tired dao want die already luhs.
Sad die me lah you. Tsks.
You thought i no mood is cause what?
Tell me leh. I want see you guess correct mahs.
HAHA. You ah, rest more lah. Mai keep ton.
AND DRINK. Smoke lesser also.
Cig not free flow de okay.
If you continue drink so much, i confirm bite you.
Won't be like last time, you give me bite idw le.
LOL. Don't drink le hors!!!!! ;arg.
Lastly, cheerup and rest more. :) ;mua.
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Haiz =(

2010-01-24T12:47:00.005+08:00

Hmm laoshu here to post. Actually is just see see my blog de but saw my zombie no mood luh =( So just post a little something to tell her shes not alone ;luv

Eh zomb, u urself told me that there is no probs we cant solve luh.
Then now u tell me u moodless? Lol.
I can guess what ure moodless about although i dk im right anot.
But whatever it is, DUN liddat le k.
U promised to help me post lasttime then now jitao dunwant post le ar =(
Idc!! U better cheer up right now alrights =D
So u can continue help wo post blog happily k =P
I want my cheerful zomb bck HOR!! Anything can msg or call me de.
Dun keep everything to urself. And rmb u haven tell me who the guy is hor=x
I know i sometimes didn pei u msg as i was too tired or busy.
Sorry for that k i will try my best to pei u msg now =D
So no more moodless, CHEER UP K ;luv

k ba. Thats about all. Sorry for such a short post peeps. When im free, i shall update again =)

Promises Aren't Meant To Be Broken~

Hi. Bye.

2010-01-22T14:58:00.002+08:00

Hi.
No mood.
Ahjess here.
Laoshu also no mood.
He bo reply my sms either.
No contact. :)
So, i've a short post.
Hi, and bye.
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Someone please cheer laoshu up.
Goodbye.
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I might stop helping him post for quite awhile.
I'm not sure. :)
Goodbyes, rip Ahjess.

/. Ahjess here.

2010-01-19T17:31:00.002+08:00

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Hi. Sorry for not updating. :\
Busy on this two days. Homeworks, and buying things.
Plus, Sunday i was unable to use com.
Sister at home. So didn't help laoshu update blog.
Sorry. :\
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Today laoshu off day again.
But he's staying at home today. He no mood go out.
Sad. He keep no mood. I don't know how cheer him up also.
Someone cheer him up please and thanks. :)
Zombie, mai no mood liao leh. ): Will sad de neh. LOL.
Cheerup, relax. Get your good mood back pleasezxc! D:
Alrights, i guess i shall stop here k. Sorry. :\
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당신은 너무 멀리 보이는. :\

Ahjess here.

2010-01-16T17:07:00.002+08:00

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Hi. Ahjess here again. :)
Today this laoshu also very tired and no mood.
First time feel he damn no mood siah.
I'm at a loss. Don't know what to do. LOL.
Relax uhs pig zombie. Mai no mood. ):
He no mood because of work. O:
Cheerup and relax kkkkk~
;luv! :)
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너무 깊이 널 사랑해.

Ahjess here.

2010-01-15T18:39:00.003+08:00

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Hi. Ahjess here again. :)
Today this pig laoshu keep sleep. He very tired. O:
LOL. So cannot be i post about myself mahs.
So i won't post much in this post today kkkkk! :x
Plus i going tuition soon already i think? LOL.
Few more hours, :)
Hmms, laoshu work de place. The manager so good to him.
Manager don't want him to change to part time.
LOL. So cute siah. HAHA.
He going go work soon already i guess.
He today whole day bo sms me.
So idk what he doing, all i know is he keep sleep nia.
And he say he very tired, go home jiu toh le.
Like that nia luhs. So i can see that he's very tired. O:
And thus, post ends here. :x
See when got time then post again. LOLOL!
Sayonaras~
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P/S: Mai ton so much lah. Make yourself so tired.
Tsks siah you. Enjoy is good, but don't tired yourself.
Bad for health. Somemore you smoke like cig free like that.
LOLOLOL! :x Takecare lah bodoh pig zombie. LOL.
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넌 내 밥이야 소원. :\

Ahjess here!

2010-01-14T16:26:00.003+08:00

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Hi! Ahjess here posting. I know just now laoshu post already.
Just continue my daily job here. LOL.
I'm so good right. I know, ;shy! HAHA!
Haiyo, this laoshu so emo siah. See his post.
All sad sad things de. :x Cheerup kkkkkk!~
Still got zombie here. *waves* HAHAHAHAHA! :x
Okay lah. I'm gonna be busy soon after i print my art images.
Need draw draw draw already. O:
But i won't forget this laoshu de. ^^ I very wuxim de.
Andand, don't scare. I confirm will sms you de. LOLOL.
I'm like talking to you now from your blog.
Okay. Anyways. The thing that i know about laoshu.
The previous previous post. Don't think so much kkkkk!
Is nothing lai de. LOLOLOL!
Hmms, everyone please show your care to laoshu :x
Don't let him so emo. HAHA. Especially Francis hubby. ;eeks.
LOLOL. Okay lah. I stop here. :) Going out soon. Wahaha.
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단 하나, 난 널 사랑해!

Im Back LOL~ For Now Nia =x

2010-01-14T06:15:00.009+08:00

Hmm original owner bck to post a short post liao LOL =x Feel like posting lei. Anyways nothing much about this few days, just feel that my life become very lifeless firstly due to work -.- secondly... its more personal but hmm can say due to ppl who really hurted me in terms of feelings ba. I dw say who but they know themselves jiu hao =) I guess the scars they left me made me changed. And to others i hoped u all wun blame me for being this way. Also wish i have more money so i can stop working which have been giving me unnecessary stress hais. Life sibei fked up now -.- k la i shall stop saying all these things later ppl think i emo or what lol x.x

Anyways to jiab ahjess's post, yesterday is i after meet hao ahcrap and jess, i went to evo if xiaospark to find SH luh. Met up with him at parklane outside. Smoked then went in for a mac dinner as we all hungry die LOL. Eat liao jiu went bck Plaza Sg to find that stupid darling of mine as he reached there liao but he was busy playing the Prize Catch's machines, known to us as "kiap" LOL. So dar keep kiaping there and i think if we nv force him go he wun go one -.- Rofls la dun say him liao, i myself got money also liddat LOL.

Then SH told us Emperor ask us to go drink at parklane opposite pub awhile. Hence, end up is me, SH and Emperor went to parklane opposite de pub drink awhile. Xiaospark had to go hme as he had sch while dar dunwant to drink and he proceeded to evo for lan. Aft finishing 1 tower beer, went bck to evo for lan with dar. End up 4am plus we all toh as we all too tired liao -.- Woke up and emp and dar gone alr. Dar had to go do his ite thing while emp got army so they went off early. SH staying in evo so i went off too. Ate at parklane 2nd floor, soo long never eat there. There de breadfast cheap and shiok LOL =x Then train-ed hme myself and toh alr as i got work at nite.

Oh ya b4 i went cube find jess they all, i spent my morning and aftnoon visiting my grandparents luh as i was off on that day. Sad ba... They now so kelian hais... Spending the rest of their life in nursing hmes and wheelchairs =( Plus both live different nursing hmes meaning that they are not even together lo. Zzz if i got money sure 'bail' them out de ;cry. My ahma still hai hao luh. Saw me and my mum come she very happy lor, say we so long nv visit her liaos but is we dunhave the time and money ba not we dunwant visit her =( But just feel so kelian for my ahma luh. Chatchat and pei my ahma awhile dao 1pm plus liddat then we zao to visit my ahgong le. He more sad..... Hais i see my ahgong feel like crying sia... He barely can tok and move around now. Everything need someone to support him... Then he told us he may die next year as the doc there say de.... I jitao no mood diao that time wtf.... Hais then pei him talktalk, bring him outside awhile for fresh air and buy some light food for him eat then pass him some money for his own use. Zzz dk why type dao here i jitao got tears dropping frm my eyes le -.- Dk wtf i crying for zzz.

Dedicated to my grandparents:

AHGONG AHMA, ILYS... I know u two wun probably see this or understand this but i just want to type out all my feelings ba... U two are the best grandparents i had and nobody else can replace u two in my heart . When i and my didi were young, u two teng us soooo much... Always entertaining us when we were bored, bought us whichever food we wanted and so much so much more!!! Whatever we want, u always give in to us... I always loved going ur hse in the past.... I DUNWANT U TWO TO GO!!!! I WILL MISS U TWO BADLY DE. FK LUH IF I CAN I WOULD HAVE HIRED DE BEST DOC TO TC OF U TWO AND BUY A BIGBIG HSE FOR U TWO. THEN U TWO WOULDN HAVE ALL THESE ILLNESS AND PROBS RIGHT =(((((( I WANT TO TAKECARE OF U BUT SOOOO DULAN AT MYSELF THAT IM NOT EVEN ABLE TO TAKECARE OF MYSELF LE. SOOO FKING FKING DULAN AT MYSELF. Everything u two did for me i remembered so clearly.... I really dunwant u two to go T.T especially ahgong, as ur body are weaker than before =( Why cant everything go bck to the past? Cant ahgong and ahma be healthy,smiling happily and teng us as before again... Im so so sorry for not been able to help or takecare of u two recently... 有心无力 ba, guess im useless. Even visiting u two, im so busy with work and all that till i really dunhave the time to go visit u two... When i visited u two yesterday, i just felt regret, regret and more regret. Seeing ahgong and ahma liddat, im felt so ..... haiz i also dk how say... Ahgong ahma, PLEASE takecare of urself and DUN just 'go off' ok, 算我求你们好吗... I promise from now i will find more time to visit u two, and bring more nicenice food for u two k =) Please k....this is the only thing i want u two do and wished for, be well and takecare of urself, ahgong ahma... And i miss de past times when im with u two ba.... Thats all...

Ok over my grandparents things i was abit moodless yesterday but i kept it to myself as i dw friends or other ppl worry ba. Im still ok =) as im strong hor =x Hahas anyways, finally i wanna thank zombie for keep helping me to post up new posts. Without her i guess this blog die long ago liao LOL =x

Xiexie ni uh u this bendan zombie and jiayous for ur sch and exams alrights x3 If need help or ppl pei just msg me k ^^

Hao ba im done posting. Will post up if i have the time again, tcs peeps~ And ok, this post veryvery wordy LOL sry ;shy.

Promises Aren't Meant To Be Broken~

Hihihihihihihihihihihi!

2010-01-13T16:37:00.002+08:00

Ahjess here. :)
Later gonna do my art research again.
So post this pig zombie blog first. :)
Yesterday this laoshu went to cube. LOL.
Really is pig siah. :x Still can fall asleep.
Then he 8plus reached cube.
After that Me and Ahcrap meet him.
Then they smoked. Smoking spree. Tsks.
After that went to cube to take back his psp.
Went to plaza sing, prize stage.
He try to catch. Can't catch also. LOL!
Then chit chat, and then walked to mrt station.
Me and crap went home, cause today got school.
Went separate ways then. This laoshu jiu go with Xiaospark.
If i'm not wrong is go evo. Then laoshu ton with Francis.
Drink drink drink, drink whole night and toh. LOLS.
Then now he's sleeping i guess. No replies from him.
And aiseh, something i found out yesterday regarding him.
I shall not say here. LOLOLOL!
Okay. I guess this is the post. :x
Sayonara! :)
Luv dai you for coming yesterday okay, LOLS.
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당신이 죽으면 사랑하는!

Hi, Ahjess here!

2010-01-11T17:43:00.002+08:00

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Hi. Ahjess here again. Today i took my O level art theme.
Then need use com to research. So i use com.
So i very good, first come post his blog. LOL.
I very good i know. ;shy. :x Haha.
This pig zombie say my post sucks. ):
Sad luhs. Then i don't post "nothing to say" already.
I post, i got something to say. LOL.
What should i say. Hmms.....
Let's think kkkkk. LOL. This pig zombie, dk zao whr already.
Sms him, bo reply already. From 3pm+ like that.
Tsks. This pig better reply me.
If not idk what happen to him siah. LOL.
He say he today work early. o.o But 4pm counted early?
Okay, i guess it is. LOL. But he never tell me he work what time.
Tsks. So idk what he doing now. O:
So like that luhs. Is this post wordy enough? :D
Okay, i dw say so much already. LOLS.
I know what i want to say already. :)
Not to you guys, but that pig zombie. LOLS!
Byes everyone. :)
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사링해요. :)

Ahjess here!

2010-01-10T15:07:00.002+08:00

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Hi. Ahjess here again. Yesterday never post. My apologises. :x
Yesterday i'm a guai baby, doing homework. HAHA.
So never use com, thus never post. O:
And somemore, i really have nothing to post already luhs.
Because right, this pig zombie, never sms me.
All i know is he keep late for work. Now sleeping i guess?
He after work also bo sms me.
Then i don't even know what's happening.
So like that luhs. Hope this pig zombie wake up will sms me.
So, i've nothing to say already. Goodbye. :)
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나는 당신을 사랑합니다.

Luvs, Ahjess.

2010-01-08T14:41:00.002+08:00

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Hi. Ahjess here. Just back from school. :) Later going tuition at 8.
So use com first. Later at night go tuition study.
Then sunday study do homework. :)
Just now early morning, 3plus or 4am like that.
Laoshu no mood cause work. ):
Then after that, he bo reply me till now already.
So i'm not very sure what he's doing now.
Hope he's alrights? O: Maybe sleeping. Haha.
Okay. Idk what to post already.
Lastly, Zombie relax k. Anything can tell me too. :)
Luvszxc!

Ahjess here!

2010-01-07T21:07:00.002+08:00

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Hi, Ahjess here again. Wow, zombie pig posted.
But so short. LOLS. Like 2-3 sentences nia. HAHA.
He late for work today. :x He too tired, overslept.
But bobian for him, work 12hours today.
If me i also still sleeping. I confirm bth. Haha!
Hmms, he still working now. O:
I do finish homework already, that's why can post now. :)
I very guai right, and i so good, got the heart to help him. :x
HAHA. Okay. Saturday maybe this zombie pig going cube.
I so good, jio him go lehs. Must give me face. LOLS.
Hmms. He very bad. Say i zombie queen. ):
He zombie pig luhs. HAHAHAHAHA! :X
Bite die you uhs! ;eeks.
Jys work! :x ;luv! See you soon. :)

Woots~

2010-01-07T10:47:00.002+08:00

No time to really post my blog sry peeps. So all depending on Ahjess, the zombie queen liaos~ Came here to reply tags then i zao ler~

Hi, Ahjess here!

2010-01-06T18:16:00.002+08:00

Hi, Ahjess here posting again. Tomorrow won't post le.
I going Nanyang Poly till 5.30pm tomorrow.
Then come back i think most probably no time post le.
So yeah. LOLS. Okay. This pig zombie still sleeping now i guess.
Cause he never reply my sms from 7am onwards luhs.
Tsks. Haha. Rest more. I know you very tired. LOL.
Ton more lah. Si zombie. :x Haha.
Okay. Hmms, i not sure what to post leh. O:
How. LOLS. Okay lah, short post bahs. :)
He keep work work work. LOLS. Don't fall asick hors.
Haha. Takecares yo! :x Andand, faster wake and reply me lah!
;luv! :D

Ahjess here. :]

2010-01-05T20:54:00.002+08:00

Hi. Ahjess here helping the tired zombie post again. :x
Haha. He now very shag. Kelian him please.
Sayang zombie k. ;luv. Haha! Don't shag le.
He yesterday off day. Then he ton at evo with Francis, his dar.
Then ton till today, they keep walk between dhoby, somerset and orchard.
So he must be very tired uhs. :\
Sayang. Haha!! :x He now working. Confirm tired die him.
I just packed all my things for tomorrow.
Thus can use com now. Later go watch tv le. :x
After posting my blog. :)
Hmms. I think that's all i help him post today.
Don't know still can post what le. x.x
Zombie mai shag hors. :x LOL. Sayangs, ;luv. ;mua! :D

Ahjess here~

2010-01-04T16:46:00.002+08:00

Hihihihi! :x Ahjess here again. Wahaha!
He's preparing to go out already. LOL. I just reached home not long.
Today i first day of school, so nothing to do now.
So used com to post for him. I'm so good. :x LOL.
He today off from work. So he go out enjoy later. HAHA!
Actually i've nothing much to say.
So stop here. Cause my eye very pain. Cannot open.
Thus, goodbye! :D Enjoy your gaigai hors zombie. :x ;luv!

Thanks Ahjess =)

2010-01-03T13:46:00.006+08:00

Hmm laoshu here liao LOL.
First of all, thanks to ahjess for helping me keep my blog alive =)
Without u, think this blog wun survive with the time im taking to post x.x LOL.
I know i this few weeks bo post blog so i guess thats just too much i want to post yet i dunhave the time to post all.

Hmm this week nth much ba. Just work and work and work. Plus sometimes going out with frens all that. Which xplains why i didn have the time to blog. Hmm ohh well. I shall try MY VERY BEST to find time to blog ba =x eh ok for yesterday ar,just work as usual at Moko. Not really busy but work was ok in overall. Just crap around with dar and work at the same time LOL. But one thing was now i converted to a full-timer so i have to go work earlier in future le -.- ShaqDie me. Plus yesterday Moko was extended until 4am zzz. So dar, me and other collegues were abit sot rofls.

Aft work, me and dar still abit sot so he wanted go evo audi awhile. Benlai we need to walk there de but heng got one of our collegue's car so end up took a free ride to parklane =P But one stupid thing happened, me and dar audi dao about 1 hr liddat, we fall aslp LOLOL -.- think its too boring or too tired or both ba lol. So woke up at about 7 or 8am liddat. Then went to sofia mall makan jiu train-ed hme le.

Rch-ed hme on lappy, msg zombie abit and makan abit more then jiu slack all the way till now x.x Dk want to slp anot. Going to work soon ar then shaq like fk -.- K thats all peeps tcs~

Promises Aren't Meant To Be Broken~

Ahjess here.

2010-01-03T13:15:00.002+08:00

Hihi. Ahjess here again. :x
Tomorrow i school reopen liao. So maybe won't use com le.
Not sure. So post today too. LOL.
Since i've nothing to do now. Haha.
I very good okay. I post this blog before my own blog leh.
;eeks. Andand, i'm not a zombieeee!!!
He downloading songs now. LOL.
He never post, so i post. :x
I try to find pictures to post okay.
If not the blog like so wordy. My blog alot words liao.
Hmms, idk what to say already leh.
Nevermind, short post then. :)
Goodluck to those first day school tomorrow. :x
Remember to wake up on time, don't late. HAHA!

Ahjess here.

2010-01-02T19:30:00.002+08:00

Hihi Ahjess here again. :)
Stop saying i'm zombie lah you!! ;wild.
I help you post, you keep say i zombie. ):
Sad die me lah. LOL.
Okay, he told me he don't want his life now.
So sian, he want go back his school life.
He want be my classmate, ;shy. LOL.
So sad time can't be rewind. :x Andand, i'm not noob okay!!!
Neither i'm a zombie okay!!! Later i bite youzxc! LOL.
I post today because i got nothing to do now. :x
And before mia, post more. If not blog die earlier. LOL.

Ahjess here!

2010-01-01T22:43:00.004+08:00

Hihihihihi! Ahjess here. :)
Helping the laoshu to post. I promised him to help him.
So i'll be helping him to update his blog. So that it won't die.
But i need mia soon, because going sec 5, need study.
So his blog will be updated once per week i guess.
In order to keep it alive, i try to post somethings.
He's currently working now.
He say he work no time post, so yeah.
Lols. But seriously idk what to post now. :x
So just roughly type something. :x LOL.
Happy new year everyone. :)

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P/S : Laoshu, i'm not xiaoqi okay! See i help you post liao! LOL.

Surviving Life x.x

2009-12-29T13:22:00.006+08:00

Hmm sry sry sry peeps i know my blog haven been updated in like.... 2 weeks? or more i guess x.x i been too busy or going out ba. Anyways just changed my blog de songs hope u peeps like it if u guys make an effort to see ar =)

Ok this few days just been going out, out, out. Went with collegues drinking at boat quay the day b4 yesterday ago. It was fun uh. And we party dao 9plus yesterday morning as one of my collegue, Joseph, know the pub boss LOL =P So shiok lor we all party alone at the pub, just ourselves nia xD Hmm then yesterday nite tonn with ahCRAP, Valerie mei, Pom, Susan and Luffy at town. Watched Avatar with them at The Cathay. The movie was ok though abit draggy. 3hrs lol-.- I finished the movie alr jiu jitao pia to the toliet LOL. Aft the movie, valerie mei and Pom went to Pom's hse as they were unable to tonn while the rest of us continued our tonning at evo. Hmm evo-ed dao morning, jiu go cube area there slackslack then go hme le. Shaq die me lor zzz. So tired heng it was a off day that time.

Well this is the movie i watched, Avatar.

The banshees and the airship. I like the banshees, they were cool.

Hmm this are the male and female lead ba. Male called Jake Sully =)

Ok then hme toh dao late aftnoon jiu wake up prepare for work le. Francis dar meeting me as today his 1st day working my there also. Met him late at chinatown then we went work together. Then aft work jiu go hme pei dar garena awhile and blog dao now le. Thats about all.

Now going out meet frens again. Sorry peeps, this post very vague to me lei coz i dunhave the time to go into details. Shall put more details into my next post if i can =) Tcs peeps~

Hmm..

2009-12-26T19:19:00.003+08:00

Guess i dunhave much time left as im going work soon so im just gonna post about thursday nite x.x

Eh went to Moko work as usual uh, saw afew of my collegues eating on the way there so joined them thus ended up late abit for work LOL x.x So work ar work, got some tips that day ar xD

ZZZZ really bo time le. I shall go work 1st then blog when im free later LOL x.x Sry peeps.

Working Life =)

2009-12-25T18:41:00.007+08:00

1st of all, a very big sry to u guys for not blogging for such a long time. Each time i wanted to blog its either im too tired or busy, so i didn really had a chance to post as i didn have the time x.x But promise i will try blog more frm now. And IM HAVING A PROB OF LACK OF PICS TO POST DUE TO MY NON CAMERA FONE =(

Anyways, its time i learn to grow up. Been thru so much this few days/week. Lies, deceitfulness, backstabbing, love? All these must be experienced then we will know de feelings de ba. Hahas i just realise humans can just be so complicated uh. Some person i know de can just say one thing and yet do the opposite right infront of me, nice luh =)I shall not elaborate or say who ba, let the person think herself if she still have the heart =) Anyways, im not going to think so much anymore =D Frens? Stead? Theres only afew handful of people u can trust and once u trust de wrong one, Thats it. U will only get hurt =) Im happy to say i think a handful of people i know in my life are able to trust. But the rest maybe like some people i know, frens? PUI LA HOR. Work and money is more impt to me now i guess... Work work work~ Jiayous ba. Alright i shall not say so much anymore.

Oh well, like i say im lacking of pics to post up but i shall try to post more pics whenever i can ba lol! Been thru so much things this few days. Kinda alot things happen during the days i didn blog. Shall try to update what i can remember LOL x.x

Eh the only events i can rmb are:

-i went to Kbox with dar.

-Went shisha-ing(dk spelling correct anot) with dar, dar's sis and Bell.

-Catch bearbear with dar in Plaza Sg.

-Went tonning and lan-ing with dar in Cube or Evo~

-Drank and slacked with Jeff and Dar at Ratchada. Before that pei-ed Jeff slacked around Cinnileisure.

Hmm so far thats about all i can rmb lol if i can rmb more i'll post it out k.

Hmm now offically working at Club Moko le. The working system there sux abit but the people working very super nice. Got to know quite alot of new frens there and had fun with them during work and aft work =)

K luh i gtg meet dar le, he's going interview at Moko and i going out pei him ba as im off today, i shall post on what i did yesterday either later or tmr. Plus will upload some pics of me and dar at Kbox =P Tcs peeps~

Work To Forget The Past~

2009-12-20T17:44:00.006+08:00

hmm ok im bck to update my dead blog lol =)Been busy working this few days and i didn have the time to update my blog or even on my lappy x.x Oh well... Anyways will update but im going out to cube and rcd to take my pay soon as today im off for work. And one more thing is im not working in Ratchada anymore. GONNA miss rcd's ppl uh =( Hope they all takecare of themselves. Im currently working in another niteclub called Moko.

Hao luh. Thats about all. Going out soon. Will be bck to update all the recent events later or tmr morning. Tcs peeps~

Work and Work -.-

2009-12-13T15:05:00.005+08:00

Hmm ok bck to update mine blog. Nth much to update actually. So this shuld be a short post ba. Oh ya i did saw someone's blog today and what i saw made me felt sad yet dissappointed? i rather she nv metion me at all =)

Ya im a hongster =) I like going around hong any gals i find now =) I say i miss you in my blog is for myself to see de. My blog is my own feelings ba and i feel like putting it in my blog, u duneven care so why bother =) And i didn't plan on telling u i miss you ba^^ If u didn see my blog u wun even know right? So ure speechless? I have no comments either, guess whatever i do always seems wrong ba =) So as long as u fk off frm me u will be ok le ba as anything i do u also seems to be negatively affected by it lol =)

Well nth much on Saturday, went to work as usual. Nth much just work ar work. Not much ppl for a Saturday, abit dead uh -.- Anyways benlai Samson they all jio me to lan aft work but they all and me felt tired uh so end up they go hme and cancelled the lan session.

Took transport hme after work. Rch hme on lappy awhile jiu toh le. Hahahas then was off on Sunday so slpt in late awhile.

Woke up on Sunday aftnoon. Nua at hme whole day as i didn feel like going out. Then at nite i went to enet benlai want audi de but there audi got probs -.- end up slack with frens and dota-ed, SDO-ed and blackshot-ed with them uh =) About 6am plus i went hme with chakchak a fren who wants to learn dota LOL and teach her dota awhile on my lappy. Aft she go i jiu slp all the way dao now le. On lappy use till now.

Well now going work soon. 2nd last day in Rcd lol. Will update soon tcs peeps.

Promises Aren't Meant To Be Broken~

Inevitable Feelings.

2009-12-12T04:54:00.003+08:00

Alrights peeps sry for not updating on thurs nite as i was feeling sick again yesterday -.- dk why this few days keep feeling sick uh. Eh btw i just kena say by SOMEONE my post being wordy LOL. So im trying to cut down liao ahahahas.

Thursday
Off work on that day. As promised, went to meet Francis dar at cube with XUAN WIFEY and dar's mei lol. Went to mac to eat 1st then audi-ed in cube awhile then saw Vinn kor they all and alot ppl. Kor jio me go watch movie then Cheng, my collegue, also jio me go bugis eat lol -.- wished i could cut myself into half half that time.

Thus i quickly pia to bugis meet Cheng and his frens, pei them awhile and ate abit at AhYi Thai Restaurant. The food there not bad, but i was fking full as i ate mac earlier. Nxttime must go bck there eat when im very hungry =x

Aft that, pia bck to cube find dar to inform him i going watch movie. At 1st i tried to jio him go too but he diedie dunwant so i let him go evo lan 1st while i watch my movie x.x So went to TheCathay and watched FengYun2 aka Storm Riders2 with kor, Poon, Eric, Elysia, Hans and Mq hahas. Show's not bad, at least i didn fall aslp LOL and there also its funny parts but abit headache as we sat quite near the screen and the screen too big luh. Dk who choose de seats de x.x

Well these are the pics of the movie i watched, i like the pics, abit comic yet realistic~

Aft movie, kor jiu send me to evo with his van and went off to geylang with Eric, Poon they all. Then jiu audi-ed and dota-ed with dar and other frens whole way at evo dao morning le.

Train-ed hme aft evo with dar and the most stupid thing happened again -.- Fell aslp on train and train went all the way to west side last stop and bck to east side de Kallang LOL and i can slpt all the way thru it without knowing. Ended up ezlink tio deduct for overstaying when i finally reach bck to lakeside cb -.- Rch hme jiu toh all the way as i was feeling unwell again but heng aftnoon Clair woke me up to prepare for work by miss-calling me hahs.

Friday
Went to work as usual at evening time. Was late again as i was unwell. Thus feeling abit moody.

Not much customers for a friday at work today but some of my gam customers came. Samson they all and Melson and his frens all came ratchada so not so boring luh. OH YA, Melson got read my blog de LOL, i didn know at 1st. Anyways thanks Melson, u told me not to be emo anymore and i rmb-ed u say i very zhi qing LOL. I dk what u mean by that just that, its all just feelings ba x.x U kinda takecare and adviced me whenever i see u luh

thanks alot uh Melson =)

Nth else much. Work ar work jiu go hme in transport le. Rch hme jiu on lappy on9 till now. Thats about all will update soon.

And, Im still missing u... Whenever i saw ur pic and ur face, i will still feel a stab of pain in my heart. Guess i still need time ba... =)

Promises Aren't Meant To Be Broken~

Dun Wanna Close My Eyes...

2009-12-10T05:18:00.013+08:00

Shaqness plus tiredness this few days uh. Dk why just feel like life is not going well for me no matter how hard i tried ba... Well anyways ps about yesterday not able to post peeps, i was sick till my whole body bo strength to move around. So now i all update at once ar =) Ok well i start on Monday uh.

Tuesday
Hmm ok well not much event on that day but work is a different story. Went to work as usual and heard Samson they all were coming so i was like ... lol. But aiya we had fun luh. Hahas enjoyed serving them that nite and we also took alot of pic. Shall upload a few pics into my blog ar^^

We all drinking the waterfall LOL~ The waterfall got xtra brandy inside zzz.

This is pure gayness LOL =P

Samson&Me.Frens huat ar^^

Samson&Matt&Me. My drinking kakis =)

Me&Matt&Samson&MingLong

4th Jie Hazel&Me. My hair messy luh -.-

Matt&4th Jie&Me.

Matt&Me&Shane. Shane rejecting me LOL =P

Another gay pic LOL~

Our group pic =)

Hahahas still got alot photos ar but im too lazy to post up all =P Anyways had fun that nite. Aft work, Samson they all jio me go Orchard Plaza de prata shop eat. So didn took transport and walked over towards my destination. Crapped with them all the while at the prata shop while slacking. Aft that, jiu went hme in cab ler as i was abit shaq and sick le. Go hme jitao toh ZzzZzzZzz le.

Wednesday
Hmm that day felt very sick so didn do anything much. Whole body felt very weak -.- And was supposed to bring Mq and Hans to interview but was cancelled due to my sickness.So ended up i just slp at hme whole day as i didn even had much energy to get up x.x

When it was time for work, forced myself to go work and made myself tahan while working as my body feeling weak and head giddy alr. Tong until 1.50am then ask Alvin for a brk til 2.15am as i buay tong liao zz.

Took transport hme. Rch hme jiu toh till 12pm to recharge my body le lol.

Ohh well now im awake on a Thursday aftnoon and im going out to meet Francis darling and Xuan Wifey uh in cube uh =) As im off for work today^^ So im stopping here now. Will update soon ar =)

Promises Aren't Meant To Be Broken~

乎冷乎热的温柔是你的借口~

2009-12-08T17:08:00.009+08:00

Uhh bendan thanks i saw ur post le.

hmm yea i guess thats it, i understand bendan. Yea all u say de is quite true except i DID not emo all the times, i did tried my best to listen to u all along. U rather believe everyone than me? And my blog all along been liddat uh x.x I didn make any decisions. I tried mine best to give u what u want haiz. Lol who say u dun fkking care about mine thing? I know u care de uh... Anyways must still xie ni for all the happy memories u gave me uh, Thanks bendan^^ Still love u in my heart but doesn mean we must be together ba, i understand le. Now all i want is as long as ure safe and happy jiu hao le. Oh ya saw u in cube yesterday but i didn went to tok to u as i didn know how to face u lol. Didn mean to avoid u but now i dun think i have the courage to face u in real ler x.x Still.... Find me anytime when u need someone to pei ok, if u dunneed its ok just go along with ur life, i want u stay a happy gal jiu shi le^^ Hmm guess im just plain useless ba -.- cant even make u happy when we're together. I wanted so badly to let u be happy but guess i couldn do it=( So bendan cheer up and go along with ur life alrights. Xiexie ni for the past, Muacks x3

Eh ok continuing my post ps peeps, Hmm on sun i didn update as i wasn able to, psps. Didn do anything much on that day x.x just nua at hme whole aftnoon then at at nite pei mum and dad went dwnstairs area gaigai and eat nia lol. Aft then i decided to audi awhile so went to enet. Then chua sai, saw miaoqi and yaoyao there. Miaoqi told me vinn kor they all coming over making me even more stunned LOL. End up when i dota-in halfway, kor they all suddenly came in and kor come over hugged me LOLOL. We all tonn at enet audi-ing and dota-ing dao 6am liddat. Then i jiu went hme slp dao late aftnoon.

At mon aftnoon, i went chinatown for a job interview. Guess im may be changing job soon. Aft the interview, i went to work as usual, nth much about work. Told Patrick i will be working at rcd dao nxt week nia. Work ar work, aft that jiu took transport go hme le.

Rch hme on lappy toh on sofa ZzzZzzZzz again. Now preparing for work later. My life is just work, work, work now. Not in the mood for other things ba. K luh will update soon. Oh ya and sry peeps for the lack of pics in my blog as i dun have a camera or a camera phone with me when i go out uh. I only depends on other ppl for pics =P

Promises Aren't Meant To Be Broken~

Faded Memories =(

2009-12-06T06:57:00.005+08:00

Haiz oh well. Feeling moodless again -.- 1st of all, i just found a song which really says out my feelings to someone. Anyway i listen over and over to that song as every single word is yet so meaningful to me. Every single word is what i would like to say to that someone right now... If u still did read my blog, this should be my feelings to you ba

Anyways here's the lyrics of that song:

歌曲:猜不透
歌手:丁当

猜不透
你最近是好是坏的沉默
我也不想去追问太多
但是他为彼此的戏上了锁
猜不透
相处会比分开还寂寞
两个人都只是得过且过
无法感受每次触摸
是真的是热的
如果乎远乎近的洒脱是你要的自由
那我宁愿回到一个人生活
如果乎冷乎热的温柔是你的借口
那我宁愿对你从没认真过

猜不透
相处会比分开还寂寞
两个人都只是得过且过
无法感受每次触摸
是真的是热的
如果乎远乎近的洒脱是你要的自由
那我宁愿回到一个人生活
如果乎冷乎热的温柔是你的借口
那我宁愿对你从没认真过

如果乎远乎近的洒脱是你要的自由
那我宁愿回到一个人生活
如果乎冷乎热的温柔是你的借口
那我宁愿对你从没认真过
到底这感觉谁对谁错
我已经不想追求
越是在乎的人越是猜不透

Oh ya this is the link for the mv:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oipm2h1H8oI

I was so obsessed with the song till i went to search as much as i can about it x.x

Listen dao i cried all the way for half an hr -.- Guess memories will fade for some ppl ba... ^^

So while i continued listening to this song, i suddenly went in friendster. Never touch it for a long time le lol. Then realised all my old pics which i lost were still inside there. As i browse through each and every pic, i just suddenly felt sad and lost.... Haiz, every single of these pics hold memories of mine past and i just realise when things are gone, i cant really go bck to grab hold of them. Miss my past life and alot of things in the past so much. Wished i could go bck but guess its not possible le. Only these pics hold all my memories for me ba. So much pics taken, all the smiles and happiness within my frens and mine faces, all these have just became memories ba.... So as i really bushede these pics to be gone too, i took every single pics frm my friendster into my lappy lol.... Hahs, Grandlink, Snow, KallangBahru, Cathay, Rachel Jie, Simei ITE, Changkat Sec. All of these times were found in my old pics =) The pics shall served as mine faded memories ba^^

K ba. U all must be tired of my crapping uh sry peeps~ Shall continue with my life story le ba lol, not my past right hahs x.x So ya went to work as usual and was abit late for work as i train-ed there late =( Work ar work. Nth much about work. Customers was ok. Got things for me to do in my station. So overall work was alright =) Aft work, let Alvin niam awhile in meeting lol then i ate some duck rice but without duck meat LOL as all my colleagues kop finish while Alvin was talking liao x.x

So went hme as usual aft work in transport. Rchhed hme i on lappy use awhile jiu toh le. Until now hahas. Today im off, guess i'll be nua-ing at hme as i dunhave much plans today ar. K ba im stopping here. Takecares peeps~

Promises Aren't Meant To Be Broken~

而你快乐就好 =)

2009-12-05T19:06:00.010+08:00

Hmm will bck to posting peeps as promised in my last post uh. Well just to be telling u all i wun be actively on9 for this period of time except for maybe msn, facebook or blogging nia ba due to some things which made me unable to forget the past. I shall be at hme nua-ing or going out to forget the past ba =) But if u all want to catch up on me, theres still the blog or contact me also can ar^^ I just dunwant to spoil ppl's life anymore ba =)

Eh so continuing frm my last two days.

Thursday
Hmm ok i was off on Thursday so i was actually just planning to meet Francis darling for lan session. But ended up in the late afternoon, Matthew called me, asked me to help him reserve VIP seats for them as they opening 3 bottles. He and Samson also kept askking me join them later in rcd. So ended up is i promised them i would go there lo and reserved VIP 1 for them x.x

So at 2.15pm liddat i went to meet Jameson in Boat Quay to continue our tattoo uh.

Pain and more pain for the past^^

Mine only coloured abit as i doing 1hr only while Jameson did 2hr -.- And wait for him do very long sia lol. But he got work at nite so bobians. Aft Jameson finished, he pei me awhile then he gtg le as he had work at nite. So aft im finished too, i mrt-ed frm raffles to doby ghouat to meet dar there as planned.

While waiting for dar as he was dragging his own sweettime at hme dota-ing _I_ , i slacked ard and smoke for quite awhile. Aft he FINALLY came lol, we audi-ed till 9pm plus then went over to Plaza Sg de BurgerKing eat as i was fkking hungry =P Saw alot of achipalang ppl there along the way lol. Eat liao jiu made our way to rcd as Matthew msg and called me to tell me they were there already. Walked frm Plaza Sg to rcd and along the way, alot of memories which nobody cares came bck to me uh =)

Anyways we rchhed rcd at about 11pm liddat and went up to join Samson they all. Ronald had not come yet but the rest was there liaos. Dar met a guy with Matthew they all de who audi-ed with dar lasttime de. Then when Ronald came, the whole group was complete and we all had fun till 3am. They all keep made me drink even though i didn have much money to pay for it -.- Abit paiseh lor. And they made me drank waterfall with alot brandy plus two graveyard with alot of brandy too -.- Nearly died lol. The alcohol so gao lor zzz x.x Not to metion glasses of mixed courvoisier, the brandy, we all jitao high by the end of the day. But i really enjoyed it and thanks alot to Samson, Matthew and Ronald they all for jio-ing me come. Dar also enjoyed it LOL as far as i can see Hahs. Heres some of our pics taken at rcd using Samson's fone =)

Samson&Me. Both Looking Shaq~

Joo Hong&Me. The old twist& tongue-out =P

Elene&Me. Shes a dancer there lai de =)

Andrew&Me. Collegues Huat ar.

Our whole group photo ^^v

Samson&Eva.

Samson&A dancer. Forgot her name liaos

Matthew,Samson and Shane Together =)

Theres still alot of photos but im too lazy to post it out le hahas =x Enjoyed that nite jiu shi le. Hope dar enjoyed it too.
And Wanying, if u got read my blog, dun be angry at Francis for going my workplace drink. Its i make him pei me de and i wun let him drink much when hes with me de. We all just enjoyed being around frens nia k =)

Oh well erm, aft that i send dar went hme as he tired le. Then i walked over to evo audi-ed dao morning jiu went hme toh le. That was Friday morning liao and i still had work at nite zzz.

Friday
Hmm so woke up at about evening time feeling very cui -.- Had a bad sore throat due to too much drinking of hard liquer zzz. Pain like fk. Jeff called me afew hrs just before work.

So i train-ed to find Jeff at Commonwealth to meet two of his frens as he had something with them on. Talked and chatted with all of them awhile and then realised we were late. So we stayed dao 940pm and one of Jeff's fren send us off to rcd in his car ar. Rchhed rcd at about 1030pm lol so that was abit too late le x.x

Work as usual. Quite busy as it was a Friday. Alot ppl around. Saw Samson and Matthew and also Melson and a big bunch of his frens as it was one of his fren bday. Melson gave me some of the cake and i liked it alot!! So work ar work, then aft work got some issues happened which i shall not say.

Aft work took transport hme as usual then when i reach hme i jitao ZzzZzzZzz le as i was not feeling well earlier. Slp dao afternoon and nua at hme till now, only thing i did was dota with dar earlier lol.

Well im going to work le. Will update soon. And sorry about this post being so wordy hahs but hope u all take ur time read it if u all want and got the time. Tcs peeps~

Promises Aren't Meant To Be Broken~

Inevitable Conflicts?

2009-12-04T18:13:00.007+08:00

Lol hey sry peeps guess im late in posting again uh. Was just too shaq the whole day ar x.x and
i guess alot of things happened.

Ya i saw ur blog uh.
I just want to ask, why do u always misunderstood me?
Why cant we have peace and happiness between us?
Well u say good things never last
but bendan u know that its up to us to make it last de?
I just dunwant to see u like this,
i didn want all this.
What i want see i a happy and cheerful bendan as i saw in the past.
So believe it anot, i have nothing to hide from u.
Xuan was just cheering me up and scolding me for being emo,
and she read my blog before
so i knew she know why i was sad.
Thats why when she say mai emo le luh,
i told her to tell serine that when u pop in.
Thats what really happened lol.
Hahs avoiding u? What makes u think that?
Becoz i didn contact u? Or becoz of this morning i say nothing?
And ya i did promise to be there for u,
i want to hold that promise
yet u never let me had the chance?
So far i can see is u dunneed me?
So i ask u bck uh,
when u got something that is really useful yet
when u dunwant or dunneed to use it,
will it still be as useful?
Same concept ba rights~
What else can i do?
Continue to haunt u when u dunwant me around? Lol.
And ya u yourself never bother finding me
then u say i bo find u? Lol -.-
I nv did changed and im still the same.
So u say im fkking emo? Lol.
Im a human not a dead shyt,
guess i cant help it?
I nv took my feelings out on u also?
And it takes two hand to clap if u understand what i mean,
So when u say everything i decided one,
all i can say is i didn want all these.
Anyways im still hoping
that whatever probs that bendan have which i can solve de,
u will still find me ar~
Or guess im just still hoping for
One 奇迹 ba.
When i say i will be always there for u,
I mean it. The rest is up to bendan uh~
Takecare of urself well and be happy ok,
Smile more k, u look more sweet when u smile^^
Find me anytime if u want ok,
im NOT avoiding u lol.

K luh i will be fkking late for work due to this wordy post le x.x When im bck then i will update.

Lol~

2009-12-02T15:01:00.003+08:00

Eh this few days didn post as i was too moodless to do anything much -.- and i know i say this blog shall be dead but i guess i shuld just hold my promise and not think too much ar and not taking it out on the blog ar.

Guess i will be starting to post back again ba. Hmm yesterday work was ok lor but abit dead then alot customers gam gam with me de come make me drinkdrinkdrink -.- Lol. Anyways now working to forget and not think about things Just work nia!

Anyways went hme aft work in transport jiu toh on bed till 3pm x.x Tired plus shaq. Oh but this few days very sian lei. Hoping to go lan audi awhile these few days when im free ar =)

Oh well.. Tmr off ar ^^ Meeting Jameson at 2pm to continue mine and his tattoo lol. Aft then i see can do what like slacking or going lan lor =P

K luh i shall update again tmr ba as i need to work soon. Tcs peeps~

Promises Aren't Meant To Be Broken~

Francis Darling:

2009-11-28T20:18:00.006+08:00

Lol omg i didn know u post about me ya and firstly thanks for this post alots alots x3:

laoshu darling. stop ur emo-in. keep see u emo one. everytime ask u u emo u said no. dont think idk u are bloody hell emo-in. cheer up le. dont cause of a pig giv up de whole pig farm k :x. wher is last time the laoshu when everytime ton we happy happy joke joke one? when we smile so much. so happy. bud now u turned into one moodless and emo freak le. cheer up can? dont think of the past. what past holds is all just memories. dont let it affect u. what matters is not the past. bud the future. look forward to ur future. dont think too much. take ur mind off her and place it at other place :) i tell u. and im serious. when my ord comes , and u with me go out. u better dont emo. if not im so gonna kick ur ass. get it darling? free time jus play ur psp. since i giv u so many games alrd. and ya. recently read ur blog just found out u tio chase out from ur home. need any help just let me know. i dont mind u mornin come find me i let u slp at my place first. :) lastly. can u fking hell go put a tag box in ur blog? everytime i wan tag. u dont hav a tag box i tag sai ._.

Anyways dar, thx for all ur advice, thx being there for me when im down and thx for always listening to my trouble uh~ And ya i will be trying to heed ur advice, ThANKS FOR THE ADVICE DAR. Not only u tell me this alot ppl also told me le. Its just that i need time ba. Maybe i wun even heal. That i will see hows ba. Ur ORD i cfm pei u one laa. Alr say hao de and i promise i wun emo lol =) And thanks again for all the games u given me to entertain my time, i know mafan le u ar. About my housing prob its ok i can cope with it myself thanks for the offer dar. I can just slp at my hse dwnstairs de playground de till my dad goes out ar =) Hmm i dk if i can change bck to lasttime de wo le. Haiz aft i met and like her i totally changed for her de but guess this doesn change anything... Anyways dar dun worry im doing my best to listen to u ar. And i think dar pajia0 uh -.- My blog mingming got tagbox lor. U see properly on the left of the blog, "Tagbox here, leave a tag click here" smallsmall de words la. If still cannot find then think u really need specs liao LOL.
Lastly darling, Thanks alots alots for everything and meet up soon k~~~

Learning To Let Go~

2009-11-28T16:24:00.011+08:00

Hey sorry for not posting yesterday peeps but i was abit busy slpping whole day and woke up late yesterday x.x Hahs. Oh well. So i shall post about these two days in this one post ar lol. Hmm but if i left things out dun blame me uh i abit forgetful plus abit headache. It been like that these few days sometimes i really wonder when i'll get better or die better lol.

Thursday:
Eh ok so on Thursday nite i went to work as usual but i went there early. I reached there at 9pm. But i was supposed to go there at 10pm LOL! I and some other collegues forgot about it and alot part-timers gong gong came at 9pm lololol. Plus i was on time for once then ended up i came too early LOL. When i reach ratchada then all the part-timers and I found out we came too early ar zzz. So we all went outside ratchada smoke and chat awhile outside to pass the time till 10pm. At 9.30pm, me and Jeff, a part-timer there, decided to go downstairs of ratchada to slack and smoke as it was abit stuffy at ratchada uh.

Went down with Jeff and slacked there chatchat to pass our time. He told me to let it go as i have told him about my problem. At 1st i was unwilling to listen to him but as he continued, he said some accurate things about 'ahem' which made me realised i should learn to let it go as he had said =( What we been talkking about was Horoscope and what Jeff said was very accurate. I was quite impressed and when he gave me advice i was thinking to myself that i will try to heed his advice if i can ba. Guess i need time...

So aft that jiu went up work. It was quite busy uh as that Thursday was a holiday eve ar. So work ar work. End work le i jiu take transport hme toh whole day le as i was very shaq. Thats also why i didn blog yesterday, was slpping like pig the whole day.

Friday:
Hmmm ok so i woke up late and went to work even though i was very shaq x.x Train-ed to work as usual.Reached there 30min late zzz. Work also nth much happen ar. Ended up serving VIP 2 yesterday. The people there was ok. I had fun serving them ar~ So thats about all for work. So work ar work.

Aft work benlai want go hme de. But Amanda, ratchada de ex-staff, jio me to watch movie at cinnileisure with some other people. As i was feeling down recently, i decided to go along to unwind awhile. Ended up me, Amanda, Ice, Daxiong, Roger and one of the thai band guy went to cinnileisure to decide our movie. Dk who chose New Moon but all was ok with it so we all end up watching New Moon ar. Had a slight issue with the cinema manager over the tickets, i nearly want to whack his lj face cb -.- Bought alot of food too thanks to Ice they all. So we all went in to watch our movie uh. It was not bad luh but abit too wordy and not as much action as Twilight. But the cool part was the werewolves and the fights ar.

Well, this is the Poster of The Movie I Watched "New Moon"

This is the cool part, all the "fitfit" werewolves o.o

Hmm aft the movie, everyone took cab hme while i walked over to train hme as i wanted to save money and go walkwalk ar =) Then rch hme on lappy jiu toh ZzZzZz till now~ K luh im working ltr at 10pm. Will update soon. Tcs peeps =)

Promises Aren't Meant To Be Broken~

Moments Forgotten~

2009-11-25T20:30:00.006+08:00

Hmm, hahs just a short msg to someone special in my heart.U say i will be able to get on and be happy without u? To say yes straight would be lying through my heart. But i know u wun take no for an ans so... i say i will try ba? Hahs emo is just a feeling and im human too uh. So hard to expect me not to have all these feelings. Anyways i just hope bendan haohao tc of urself and if anything u need me, im there for u de k. Miss you alots~

Eh went to work at nite as usual yesterday nite. Nth much about work again. But they put me in Station 1 yesterday where not much customers would go. Boring dao lan -.- but heng got SOME things for me to do luh. Help Vip 2 as Alvin wanted to test me x.x and heng i did ok lo lol.

Then is bck to my hme in transport le, abit tired as i was sick -.- Go hme liaos on lappy. Heng my dad isn't hme so i slpt whole nite till morning then i went out as my dad was coming bck ler x.x Slacked awhile dwnstairs wait dao dad go work then i sneak bck hme again -.- Fkked up life uh =)

Hmm then slp awhile wake up again. Throat feeling very pain. Think i kena sore throat ler -.- Nua whole day at hme as my dad went for work. Then as Jack, my Simei ITE kakis, was on9 so chatted with him awhile on msn. Crapped abit then decided to meet him at my hse area there for more crapping session. He brought Pearlyn with him on his bike, another of my ITE kakis. Anyway, i see his bike liao i so gian the bike -.- plus he keep jisiao me about bike thing zzz. Well, we crap quite awhile as we went to eat, lan at Enet, then slack ard but i enjoyed being with them as i didn see them for so long =) Hope i get to meet them up again soon~ Oh ya and the bike thing, depending on Jack my da ge lol i may try to get a bike asap ba. See hows.

Well, aft we crap enuff, Jack went to send Pearlyn hme and then go hme himself while i make myself hme too. And my dad is waking up soon, so i may have to zao soon also zzz. Oh well... Anyways tonite im working. And feeling sick and heavy-headed. I wonder when will it end haiz =( Will update again tmr~

Promises Aren't Meant To Be Broken~

Stm Uh???

2009-11-24T18:02:00.008+08:00

I dk why these few days i just dunhave the mood to blog le? One thing is i feel abit no point although i promise de i jiu hui haohao de blog ba. Another thing is hmm i this few days feel abit forgetful plus heavy-headed. I dk ba, guess im overtired and moodless. Btw if my fren i kena banned frm my hse for a month if i dun pass my dad $200 today then as my fren haven return me de $100, i give $100 only also no use -.- cb luh. So if i today bo get $100 bck, guess im out of the hse for a month unless my dad is out -.- Hmm ok enough zzz.

Eh went to work as usual yesterday. Nth much to say about work. It was ok. Hmm actually before work was suppose to meet darling to take the harddisk cable at evo de but i was late for work so.... I ask him to leave it at evo where i'll collect it aft work. So aft work walked to evo again. It was so shiok to feel the cooling wind while walking over there. Abit destressing lol. Hmm then rch evo jiu audi while waiting for Marcus, the evo manager there to pass me the cable. Audi dao 7am plus and take cable i jiu went 2nd floor eat abit for breadfast.

Then train-ed and bus-ed hme. Slppy all the way plus not feeling well -.- Anyways today work le tmr off ar^^ Maybe i'll rest if i feel like it~ So rch hme on lappy jiu toh all the way dao aftnoon x.x Then blog till now =) Going work soon.

Oh ya btw Silver finally upload the halloween pics on her facebook -.- Slow uh she =P I only got afew pics nia.

Me&Silver.My blood very fake eh -.-

Ahken Dracula&Silver LOL~

Masked Daxiong?(i think lol)&Sliver

Thats about all lol. I gtg tcs peeps~ Will update if i can soon^^

Promises Aren't Meant To Be Broken~

Realised that Imys Badly...

2009-11-23T11:58:00.006+08:00

I read ur post and ya i been thinking it over. Hahs when ure missing him, im here missing you badly too and theres just alot of things about u that made u unforgottable to me =) Although my actions doesnt show but i does miss you and i still do. So many things happen ya, and i know that although i will nv replace him in ur heart as hes special to u, but still... i always been hoping that u will allow me to tc of u in the place of him sometimes. Anyways in the past few weeks, maybe it was my fault to treat u as a gf? That one i dk but i know the reason is that i just care too much about u. Maybe when i say all these, when u see these u will be irked by these words? But i can tell u de is all these came frm my heart uh. Just yesterday only two things happened which made me just miss u so badly. 1st thing is: This sounds wierd but when im going for work yesterday waiting the traffic light, i suddenly just got a sniff of ur perfume lol? I dk whether thats my illusion or im dreaming lol but i seriously looked ard as i expected u near me and just by that, images of u just came out in my mind. 2nd thing is: This u know de uh, saw u in evo. Just jitao stunned tio lol. Anyway bendan hope u believe me when i say i xiang tong le k. Cheer up mai think so much and im still willing to be ur listening ear if u want^^

Hmm ok the day before i had no time to update uh but there was nth much to update on that day except that, i drank a flaming Lamborghini at work that nite as the bar was kind enough to make for me.Drink le throat shiokshiok de LOL. Aft work that nite, as usual i took transport hme as i drank quite abit ler.

Then as for yesterday uh, went for work as usual. Like i say, while waiting for the traffic light near rcd at Somerset i thought i smelled dao bii de perfume uh lol. I seriously just look ard for her although i know it was not possible... Work was very dead as it was Sunday. Manfred, a regular customer requested from me to reserve table yesterday as a whole bunch of his frens were coming uh. Heng not i serve them ar x.x But tio Melson and his fren, Samson and Ronald at my station so drank about 7 glasses brandy neat -.-

Then aft work, actually Samson jio me go eat at TTC de but i ended work quite late and when i called them they also want finish eating le so i decide to go evo sua -.- So walk frm rcd to evo there slowly enjoying the walk uh as i needed peace. Rch evo saw Troy Poon they all so play with them. Anyways played awhile jiu saw bendan and Andrea came but they say they not playing at evo as it was too full... I tio stunned when i saw bendan but she only stayed awhile ba... Played dao i very cold jitao fall aslp at evo uh. Then when they all going, Troy woke me up and we all went 2nd floor eat breadfast together.

Troy, his mei, Poon, Ryan and me left parklane together aft we finished eating and all go their separate ways. So, i train-ed and bus-ed hme. Rch hme liao kan pua tired but was unable to go hme as i heard my dad was at hme zzz. So slack like 1 hr liddat then when my dad go out, i was able to sneak bck hme zzzzzzz. I dk how long this will last but i hate this!!

Need to stop le peeps as my dad is coming hme frm work soon and i need to camp outside ler -.- Maybe just sit outside think of bendan jiu hao ler ba lol. But this few days raining and i keep kena rained dao like wet chicken, although i was able to bathe aft that, think i liddat will be sick soon sia -.- Working tonite and hope bendan cheer up veryveryyyyyyyyyy soon~

Promises Aren't Meant To Be Broken~

=(

2009-11-22T19:13:00.002+08:00

Dunhave the time to post today. Will update when i returning frm work ltr. Dad coming hme soon and i had to get out again -.- Tcs peeps~

Tired of Life, Die or Alone?My Prob Liao=)

2009-11-21T15:00:00.017+08:00

Hmm yesterday nite nv update ar coz nth much to update =) Anyways ya things do happened. I kena chased out by my dad from our hse coz im still short of $100 to give him as i had lent the money to my fren uh -.- Only when hes not hme then i can sneak bck in, pcb i hate this kind of thing!
Another thing is, ya i saw someone's blog whom she say she was immuned le ya? So i guess i wun be needed anymore, whatever i do is just me now =) This life sux uh, i dk why without her, im just a dead person. A zombie? Most likely =) Whatever uh, now i dunneed care so much le, just hope i can suddenly just die, liddat jiu no trouble no fan nao le^^ But i want her to be happy ba, so i guess i wun pressure her anymore, even if she contact me, guess i will make up my mind to stay away frm her. I guess thats the only way, whatever probs i have or suffer, i wun be telling her anymore as ALL these will only trouble and pressure her =) Guess thats all. Feeling so good now^^ Even frm her msgs can see she doesn care alr, so i guess the only way is to stay away in order not to make her unhappy ba =) Loving someone doesn mean possessing her uh thats true. But i dk what i will do from now on ba? Emo? Cry? Sad? All these i been thru but i dk what im gonna do now =) U say ure immuned? Maybe thats good for you ba. Dk what else can i do uh? Just want to drop dead frm now uh... Byes Bii ilys so much, take goodcare of urself when im not around, dun so blur le k bendan...

Hmm although moodless but i shall cont ba. Went to work as usual. Work was ok uh. Samson they all and Zili they all came yesterday so kena ta drinks again. Afew of de other tables also made me drink uh. Took some pics with Samson they all also =) Yesterday was fri so can see business wasn that good but it was still ok ba i guess.

Me&Samson =)

Me&Dancer(ForgetHerName)=P

Me&Ronald.
He become dancer liaos, trying to sell me shots LOL~

Aft work uh, didn want to go hme coz of my dad prob -.- But i promise someone and i will always try my best to uphold it so i went hme. But i couldn't go bck inside till my dad go out so i spent my time slacking and slpping at my hse dwnstair's de playground. Fkking cold lol =) But i guess thats nobody's business even if i die ba~

Haiz anyways, aft i knew my dad was out, i went hme quickly bathe, on lappy till now uh. Going off le as my dad coming bck soon =) Will try my best to update again. Working tonite. Shuld be busy as its a Sat. Zzz and its raining very good. Guess i be spending my time in the rain =) Tcs peeps~

Promises Aren't Meant To Be Broken~

Tiredness=)

2009-11-19T16:35:00.008+08:00

Hmm not in a mood to blog today ba. Dk why but just feeling moodless now. So i shall just tell u what i have done today as i have promised =)
Hahas feeling so down just now. Now at least better uh anyways,
Bii no matter what happen, ure always in my heart de uh believe it anot x3
Eh i forget some details of what i did yesterday so i apologise 1st if i had left out any details x.x Anyways ok, so i went to work as usual for wed nite. Work was ok just that i needed to bring lappy and some food over as im supposed to meet Francis darling at evo aft work plus i promised Patrick and Dajie i would buy some food( vinegar pork legs LOL)for them. So i dabao xiaobao de cabbed to work. Work was ok although abit boring uh x.x

Aft work i slacked awhile outside rcd thinking about memories again -.- aft that i cabbed dwn to parklane as darling was waiting there for me with his di. Went to evo find darling and his di and saw alot achipalang ppl there lol. Troy and his frens, Miaoqi, Huiqi and Erica aiai and Justin and their frens plus some evo frens of mine were all there lol x.x Audi at evo while transfering some psp games frm darling's lappy to mine lappy. Then think Andrea and bii kena daiji with Troy's fren named Mushroom in audi de zzz -.- Ask bii what happen but tio bo hiew... Tot she was busy with the daiji so continued to do my stuff. So glad to have more psp games and thx darling for making the effort to transfer the games to me uh =)

About 7am plus me, darling and his di went to makan at parklane 2nd floor de food stall. We crapped awhile then his di took bus hme. My stupid darling psycho me to cab as he need to go polyclinic take mc and he was lazy zzz waste money luh -.- but end up also tio psycho-ed lol. Then very good. When the cab alr leaved parklane a short dist alr, i forgot i left my jacket and work-shirt at Miaoqi's com there. End up the cab went one big round bck to parklane for me to rush dwn take my stuff, wasting more money X.X Fkking retarded hor me -.- Cab let darling off 1st at clinic before sending me bck to my hse and when i rch hme it was about 9am plus ba.

Once rch hme i msg bii as i was worried about her with de daiji but when i saw her reply i jitao ..... as what she say was i NOW then msg her? Meaning she tot i duncare her uh? Zzz i told her i did ask her she ok anot and what happened just now when we all were on9 but guess she didn believe me -.- Haiz.
Bii i truly care about you and if i know something happened 1st thing
u shuld know is i will find u de right?
But guess u didn saw me askking what happen hence thats why ure angry ba?
I dk uh....
All i can say is my feelings to u are true and will nv change =(
Guess u just dk how i keeping thinking of u ba...

Anyways nua at hme till nite time today as im off today and just pei-ed mom and dad ate dinner jiu come bck hme blog le x.x Ltr i going walkwalk to san xin ba as i miss bii badly. Thats all peeps. Not going to post tmr if theres nth much to write about~

And to Francis darling:
Darling, heres a thankyou post to you for being there for me when im dwn this few days. I know u been busy with work, army and gf yet u made the effort to come tok to me and pei me ton in evo just to send me some games and all that. U really cheered me up XieXie Darling. Had lots of fun crapping with you. If im gay i cfm fall for you de k LOL. Hao ba, meet up soon for more craps when ure free and my games uh =x Takecares alright darling x3

Promises Aren't Meant To Be Broken~

Regeneration of Shaqness~

2009-11-18T12:56:00.008+08:00

Hahs just woke up peeps ^^ Feeling shaq uh. Eh shoulder feeling numbnumb plus itchy aft putting the tattoo uh x.x
Hahas i dk why, when i just woke up,
i just took out my fone and looked at all bii's past msgs.
I just stoned and look at all those msgs for about 10min -.-
Then slowly tears just start to drop from my face,
Stupid hor? Dk why will liddat also lol.
Feelings ba i guess.
Each of these msgs hold so much memories for me and bii uh.
All the happy times, all the times we had together~
Then times when we quarral, when misunderstandings occured..
Sweet times Sad times Sour times Happy Times,
Our times together had become a unforgettable memory to me ba.
My baobei bii ilys and i seriously need u x3
Need u in my life~
Hmm ok yesterday uh. Ard 3plus i was outside and went to boat quay to meet Jameson, Ah Cheng and his fren for my tattoo-putting ar. Went up the shop. Toktok with the boss with what im putting and other stuffs. Aft that it was time to do my chosen tattoo's outline. Lol the feeling is like knife cutting thru flesh in some parts of my body ar x.x

Bii i wanted to do this now is becoz of u, i was planning to put the tattoo at a later time but u may think im wierd but every stroke of my outline, i was just thinking of u and our times together. Every single blast of the pain will always be etched as memories of our times. This sounds wierd but thats how i guess i am ba.

Aft my outline was done, me, AhCheng and his fren went to BurgerKing eat while Jameson went to find his fren. Then we all wanted go parklane for lan de but it suddenly rained heavily hence AhCheng and his fren decided to go hme. So i decided to find bii in Jcube instead as i had msgged her earlier ago. AhCheng took cab and sent me to Plaza Sg there. Went to Jcube to audi awhile with bii b4 going work.

Went to work. Nth much about work but one very irritating thing is when i working, ppl keep bang tio my shoulder making me like: Ouch ouch ouch~ LOL -.- Anyways work was ok yesterday ar. End work de shi hou still got customers ta me drink x.x

Aft work wanted to go evo de. I told bii by msgging her but she didn reply so as i promised bii nv go off alone without her knowing, i went hme instead. Went hme liao on lappy jiu toh le ZzZzZz. Then just woke up found out that bii reply liao lol. Anyways im stopping here le peeps. Continue tmr ar =)

Promises Aren't Meant To Be Broken~

Imys~

2009-11-17T13:06:00.005+08:00

Keeping this short peeps. As im in a rush x.x Hahas. I need rch clark quay at 3.30pm today uh.

Anyways yesterday went to bii hse before work as she was going town area to meet Gina. Took cab and at PIE there de road tio jammed. Ended up my journey was like 1hr plus and cabfare rch $24plus. Rchhed bii's hse. Pei her dao 8.45pm then i went for work. So happy and xinfu when im with her ar^^ Bii didn go as she didn manage to wake Gina uh. So she staying hme to slp, zhu lai de LOL =x So cab-ed to work there aft i made sure bii ok uh.

Hmm work ar, nth much uh. Yesterday was surprisely alot of ppl despite being mon x.x So not so boring but abit tiring. Erm yesterday i doesn't drink much coz not much fren customers. Aft work uh, promised bii i will go hme so took transport hme.

Rch hme on lappy, dota with Daxiong and AhCheng awhile jiu ZzZzZz le. Then wake up blog till now. K luh i need go out le =) Post nxttime~

Promises Aren't Meant To Be Broken~

Memories 回忆?

2009-11-16T15:54:00.007+08:00

Hey today abit lazy to post uh so maybe im making this short luh =P Just feel that im having a wretched life even though theres alot of ppl ard me. Machiam like always alone =) Guess i just keep missing someone Oh well -.- Anyways i think i should be putting tattoo tmr ler as my colleague, Jameson, had made appointment for me and promised pei me go. Thanks ar da ge =)

Eh so yesterday went for work. As usual train-ed to work and was late 20min -.- Alvin asked me to buy food for him at Old Chang Kee LOL so i bought 1 curry and 1 mushroom puffs for him, he say i chek ar LOL becoz all puffs lai de. Work for yesterday kanpua slack as not only not much customers, all de customers who came were very friendly plus AhCheng and Toby also came yesterday lol. So can imagine i drank alot again uh hahas x.x So yesterday work was fun ar~ But still got kena scolding uh zzz.

Aft work, Ahcheng and Toby wanted jio me go Bishan eat and drink while the rest of my colleagues wanted jio me go eat steamboat. Uh but i reject both sides as i was abit moody and down so wanted go walkwalk then maybe audi awhile hahs =) As i walk ard and when im going evo, alot alot of memories just flowed bck to me. Memories of me and you uh =) Cinnileisure where we used to watch movies with poon they all, then rcd outside corner where we always slacked, then i still rmb the tree with the eyes the bench there also, the 24/7 coffeeshop where we ate there b4, Speedy where we always lan there with Andrea, hahs then jiu Plaza Sg where we also been there alots. Finally parklane where we lan, slacked and smoke there alot times b4. Haiz, guess i need to get used to it but dunthink i can do it, each day slowly going more and more sot x.x

When i reached evo, Tobi and his fren were there, so was Mell and era de guys. Then when i played, at 1st i didn know Tobi and his fren were there as in i dun recognised him. Until Erica jio me go up Big O find her as she wanted to smoke, turns out erica was audiin at Big O. Then she say inside evo the two customers audiin de is Tobi and his fren LOL. So we all audi-ed together till 6.45am liddat then i wanted go eat le. Tobi saw i was abit down so he askked me to eat together uh =)

So while his fren went hme 1st, Toby took me to Tiong Bahru de market there eat breadfast uh. Eat liao then Tobi buay tahan me as i want to nua ard de. He made me go hme early uh LOL. So finally i bus-ed, train-ed then bus-ed hme -.-

Rch hme on lappy jitao toh alr. ZzZzZz till now uh then blog lol. K luh i told bii i miss her so she ask me go dwn at 6pm plus find her. So i stopping here ler =) Tcs peeps~

Promises Aren't Meant To Be Broken~

Forsaken =)

2009-11-15T16:05:00.012+08:00

Hmm 1st of all ps peeps, dun think i can rmb what happen clearly yesterday x.x as i was drunk -.- Gone lol. But i'll try my best to rmb as much as i can uh =) Anyways i miss bii alots haiz.

So yesterday went to work as usual. Yesterday was sat so i supposed to go there at 10pm. Rchhed about 10.10pm liddat as train was slow plus i tend to nua abit. Hmm then kan suay, rchhed there start work jiu saw samson and his fren at my station uh. They dapai make me drink one -.- Mak, plus yesterday their liquer was Macallan instead of the usual courvoisier zzz.Aft Macallan there was still another bottle courvosier. Samson keep make me drink 'on the rock', can die one -.- Then just work ar work, tong till aft work, nth much happened yesterday ar as there was a fight on fri so it was pretty quiet for a sat yesterday. Except yesterday there was a police raid again and alot CIDs came and disturbed dao our work -.-

So aft work uh, took transport hme. Then Johnny, my PR manager, sot liaos. ZZZ he at transport ask me to pei him drink at my hse area, the Boonlay market there again -.- Really sot.. He said bo finished cannot go even though he know i drank alot at work alr -.- fk him lol. So went to market there drank about 3 bottles of Heinkken then i want toh alr coz at work drank alot alr zzz. We also eat alot uh. You Tiao and stuff plus Teochew Porridge. That toopid Johnny still called alot of dishes for the porridge sia. There's fish, Si Suan Cai, salted egg and zhu jiao in vinegar ar. Johnny like the pork leg till he want to dapao it hme LOL. Then he also went to dapao prata before going off. He really can eat hor x.x

So aft that, send Johnny off to my hse busstop to take de bus then i sehseh went hme liaos.Rchhed hme nv even on lappy i jiu Zzz le, too tired uh. Slp dao 5pm plus then i on lappy blog dao now -.- K luh i going work soon, need prepare so thats about all peeps~

Promises Aren't Meant To Be Broken~

Sot!!!

2009-11-14T05:42:00.006+08:00

Eh today quite happening luh. Ltr will tell u all why -.- Anyways today quite busy eh dk will remember everything anot. I'll try my best luh peeps. Sry if i left out anything uh. And just wanna tell u uh Bii,
im really happy when u allowed me to meet u up ar,
when i went to work i jitao happyhappy de uh.
I promise u de i will do dao k,
just remain safe and happy for me can?
Muacks lots of loves and misses~
Hmm, ytd woke up abit moodless ar. Then had a slight quarral with bii. Ended up i promise her 3 things:

1) I wun attidude bii~
2) I will respect bii till she's ready~
3) Lastly, i will nv avoid bii~

I dunknow whether she will believe it ma, but i will try my very best to uphold these promises uh x.x becoz i really do love yous! Anyways,aft quarral with bii, found out she was very down and had went dwnstairs to walkwalk without bringing her phone. I abit danxin her uh so i without eat hao, or bring lighter quickly went dwn pia cab to her hse there ar.

End up very de jialat uh. When in cab, my gastric act up -.- then also found out bii at hme le -.- LOL danxin for nth x.x but bii still called me to go up her hse so i was very happy uh^^ Hmm so ya, went to buy lighter then went up bii hse. Ben lai ask bii mai work as she was sick x.x but she insist on workin lo so i just say ok lo.. Eh so we went dwnstairs take bus, i bought bubbletea to tong my gastric 1st but drink le machiam no drink x.x Then jiu bus-ed and train-ed all the way to rcd. Halfway there, bii told me she quitting rcd and dunfeel like working ytd nite also.. So i just made her promise she wun go walkwalk alone before i fangxin let her go. Borrowed her my Psp as i was afraid she would be bored. So end up is i work alone again x.x

Rchhed rcd at about 10.15pm. Very late x.x heng i got inform Daxiong liao. So hmm for work, that nite fri ar, so quite alot ppl, alot of my fren customers came dwn so i got to drink quite alot =P Anyways one fked up thing happen. Ytd was my collegues nite to enjoy so AhCheng,Toby and Jefferson came dwn to rcd with a bunch of frens to enjoy uh. End up bii excpl, Bingqin, also came ar x.x He ask me alot about bii, some funnyfunny qns also -.- Anyways the fked up thing was, some customers suddenly tio with AhCheng they all, ccb. Even Jeff and Toby, they peace ones also kena whacked for nth? Fk sia then frm what i heard, tio AhCheng they all de is rcd's boss de frens zzz. Wanted help that time but Daxiong didn allowed me to then i also bobians as i was working ZZZ _I_ luh. Then frm what i saw, they shifted the fight to the carpark so there was peace again in rcd although still abit luan frm the fight. Then got a surprise just aft work. Botak called me. He say some of AhCheng they all frens are his frens lai de, and he ask me what happened. Aft i xplained to him, he say he will call bii to find out more as i guess Bingqin was msgging her. Then heard that Andrew was also sot x.x

So aft work jitao toktok with Andrew dwnstairs, then took transport hme as i didn want bii worried about me. Rchhed hme, on lappy, made afew calls to AhCheng and Andrew. Ahcheng they all were alright just abit dulan. Then Andrew also dulan -.- So end up i went bathe, msg bii say i going walkwalk then go dwnstairs walk ard awhile jiu go up toh le as im abit tired also x.x K luh peeps, update my blog tmr =)

Promises Aren't Meant To Be Broken~

Beyond Redemption.

2009-11-13T17:49:00.011+08:00

Hmm today gonna be a short post uh coz i didn went out for ytd uh hahas =) woke up early ytd as i no work although i was stil tired. Hahas so early morning i woke up jiu on lappy ler as i had no plans for ytd. But was abit lazy blog ytd uh. Except ya ytd write to bii de lor coz abit sot. So going to write about two nice cantonese movies i watched lor as i also nth much to write luh.

Done some stupid thing again. As i was going sot. Anyways dota awhile ytd, watch 2 cantonese old movies on youtube called 甜絲絲 and Marriage With A Fool ar. Both very sweet movies uh, Marriage With A Fool was Stephy Tang with Alex Fong while 甜絲絲 was also Stephy Tang but the male lead was Sammy dk what lol.

Marriage With A Fool: About a marriage show with Alex as the husband and Stephy as the wife. They were very sweet at first but when Alex met a old fren named Josephine, some misunderstandings happened between the couple. Hence Alex had a affair with Josephine while Stephy met a new guy whom shes attracted to. But Alex realised he had to many sweet memories with his wife and decided to chase her bck. The ending was sweet coz can see how Alex slowly coach his wife bck to his side ar =)

甜絲絲: A love comedy by a guy named Sammy dk what and Stephy Tang. Sammy and Stephy were long-time rivals as Stephy was so-called his jinx but when Stephy started to work with Sammy in the same shampoo company, they had the chance to interact with each other. Sammy thought he liked a gal named Snow White but he realised that it was wrong and who he really like was Stephy in the end. The whole part was funny and there was also some sweet parts. Ending was also very sweet when Sammy realised he love Stephy and he ran around finding her.

Today morning hmm, woke up then realised it was raining so i went to walk in the rain due to the reason i want to wake myself up. Then went bck hme bathe and slept again as i was lazy and cold x.x SLP DAO 5PM PLUS!! Omg, guess i was really Ko-ed.
Woke up on lappy. Tok with bii till now while blogging~

K luh going work soon. Today fri uh. Cfm alot ppl -.- Hate busy times but bobians. Bii supposed to work today but uh wondering she will work anot ba =( Tcs peeps~

Promises Aren't Meant To Be Broken~

....

2009-11-12T21:01:00.006+08:00

Hmm i dk why im posting this.
Guess im still missing u..
So ya im not making this too long arbo i will sot de.
Anyways its a fact that im missing u badly...
Maybe u can get used to ur life and just cast me aside,
but i cant =)
Not blaming u ba but its just that i cant get used to being
without you.
Hahs k ba i stop ler arbo will go crazy =)
Been doing something stupid which i shall not metion this few days
whenever i over-miss you.
Guess i need to do it again as i going sot again x.x
Just tcs and stay happy Baobeii Bii~
Love yous x3

Enternity? Haiz...

2009-11-12T14:47:00.006+08:00

Hmm bck for today's post peeps =) Nth much these few days. Been quiet. So hope u peeps wun be bored with my blog x.x Anyways before i start, just wanna say thanks to my gan darling, Francis, who been there for me when im down uh.

Darling:

Eh darling, we're all guys here uh so im not making this too mushy
arbo ppl will think we're gays ard here ar LOL =P
But seriously when im really dwn two nitez ago,
thx for pei-ing me msg and crapping.
U really cheered me up by crapping ard with me.
Was just really moodless that nite becoz
of some misunderstandings with her.
But ya darling u just crapped with me when i msgged u
makking me jitao felt alot better.
Thx alot uh darling x3
If u ever need me pei u, just say only ok.
Fan zhe we all also AHEM before de LOLOL =x
At the geylang pub there ar shhh,
Our 秘密 lai de LOL.
Hope to meet up with u soon darling but u been busy
so i understand ya~
U find a suitable time then we meet up lo k.
And always takecare of urself ar darling =)

Ok enuff tian mi mi with my darling le hahs and start on my post uh =P Eh on wed nite uh, as usual train-ed to work lo. Met Tim at the mrt station hence we walked to Rcd together uh. Surprisely Rcd was quite full and busy that nite, maybe its becoz it was ladies nite? I dk luh lol. So busy and work ar work, tong till 3am ar. Met a few customers frenz while im working lastnite and kena ta afew drinks again, One group even call food and insist i share the food uh thanks thanks~

Hmm aft work uh, i missed the transport -.- henhao... i tot they say transport go off at 3.45am de and i saw the transport goes at 3.21am -.- So i slacked dwnstairs. Jym and a dancer called Jennifer de(i think thats her name, not confirmed lol) pei me. We tok and crap awhile, watched Jym played DJ Max on my Psp lol and smoke afew sticks ar. Aft that, Jym went off in Patrick car 1st as Patrick came bck for him in in car while i made Jennifer go off by cab 1st. Slacked another 5 min then decided cab hme too. Erm Jym said he will ta the cabfare for me uh x.x i feel so ps as Jym alr spend alot on me when we go out de. Haiz if i got the money i wuld not have ask him ta the fare le. Anyways thanks thanks Jym~ =(

So rchhed hme in cab and on lappy. Called Daxiong as he,AhCheng and Tim wanted dota. We all had arranged to meet on9 earlier for afew rounds of dota uh. Hence, played dota with Daxiong, AhCheng and Tim. 1st round i dc uh -.- 2nd round i also dc zzz. Aft that while waiting for my lappy connect, i fall aslp ler. Sry guys. Bii msg me uh, im glad shes safe ^^ Then use com use until now uh x.x

Hao luh, i going bathe le. Wants to go dwnstair walkwalk blow wind awhile =) Then plus today off. No work. But dunhave any plans for tonite ar =) See hows ba. Maybe nua at hme. Abit bo mood. Thats all.

Promises Aren't Meant To Be Broken~

Mixed Feelings?

2009-11-11T12:34:00.012+08:00

I also have feelings.
Ya i do miss and love u believe it anot...
Only i know it myself ba.
But now ure giving me the so-called hotcold treatment?
I MISS YOU! I REALLY DO!
But im afraid of u been unhappy and crying.
Thats why when u told me to leave u alone, i forced myself to do it.
In ur last post, u told me u just want to be alone.
At first, i couldn't do it, but when i thought of ur unhappiness,
guess i just forced myself by then.
U say i dun give a fk about ur msg?
Hahs u were not by my side at then so dun comment on it if u nv saw anything=)
I was just so happy when u send me the wander ard msg.
I just wanted to ask u wher were u then and asked for meet up,
but when i thought about u saying u wanting to be alone,
i had no choice?
Just imagine if u were me and the person u love say he/she wants to be alone?
U think i felt happy when i 好不容易 de send u the heckcare msg?
U know i nearly cried even though i was working when i force myself to send u that msg?
So dun say i dun give a fk damn about u and ur msgs if
u nv saw anything ya =)
Nth to reply? Lol more like im jammed?
When u say u miss me i just thought that there might be a glimmer of hope.
Yet i know i must harden myself and leave u alone so as not to cause u
any unhappiness...
Did i make the wrong choice? I dk...
Then its u who did not reply me not i duncare u?
All i can say is bii i still have deep feelings for u now and even
in the future no matter what happens.
Thats why im willing to do anything for u.
I know when i say/type all these u might not believe me ya.
But i just know that when i type all these im just saying
what my heart feels.
Given a choice, i will choose to pei ni dao 天长地久 haiz.
I believe He will be looking over u but
i had also choose to follow Him in believing that loving u is the right choice for me
and hence will be looking aft u if i can ya.
Lastly, i have been saying this for a long time
but i wun change it:
If u need me, im just a distance away frm u watching u,
i will be there for u.
Try not to cry anymore ok Muacks x3
I dk if u still will feel fan gan when u see this post
but i meant all i say in this post de.
Loves you bii, i miss yous and all the times i spent with u x3~

K luh shall post what i been doing le. Dk uh i this few day just really moodless. Smiling infront of ppl acting happy has become part of my life le =)

Hmm went for work as usual for rcd. Bored coz dead as usual. But im used to it hahas coz gives me more chance to think things over alone ya =) Served VIP 1 ytd they were ok ar. End up some of my customers frens came and overall work was ok for me luh. Well my collegues jio-ed me to Ah ken's birthday charlet but i didn't want to as i didn have the mood ya =)

So aft work ya, wanted go walkwalk ard town but remembered my promise so decided to take transport hme. Slpt all the way on transport as i was tired physically and mentally le. End up something stupid happen to me when i was walking hme -.- Was crossing the road slppily then didn saw a car coming. Abit jammed when the car honk at me and nearly chua sai zzz. Heng i jump aside but end up my ankle tio sprained uh -.- Hahas stupid right? Then limped all the way bck hme on lappy jiu slp dao afew hrs ago awake.

Ok luh if i continue post i will think alot de, think alot i will sot de. Hope bii is well and safe uh. Im going dwnstairs walkwalk stone awhile =) Ltr still got work but i tmr off uh ^^ Sry about the wordy part on top again peeps~

Promises Aren't Meant To Be Broken~

Ya Joke =)

2009-11-10T16:39:00.004+08:00

Ya everything been my fault uh =)
Sry for making u fan gan by forcing u to see my blog =)
I wun do it again~
Guess i shuld just avoid being in ur life frm now on =)
Thats what u been doing and what u want right.
All i can do is just watch frm a distance ba =)

Shaq Plus 心酸 =)

2009-11-10T09:07:00.009+08:00

Bii i saw ur blog.
Surprisely i felt no tears only more saddness ba.
Guess i cried enuff earlier by the river =)
Past jiu shi past ba..
What i care is the present and future.
And bii ur blog... I really dk how to say about it.
Just that... I know u these few days been very moody as alot things happened to u.
So ya... Im really sry if these few days im not there for u
And i dun mean for all these to happen...
I left u alone becoz u have requested for it.
Im willing to listen to u but i have feelings too.
When u wrote this post did u think how i feel if i see this?
Did u think about how i feel when i see ur post about all this moodless alone and down shyt yet i could not pei u just becoz u ask me not to?
U always say its about me me and me.
I admit sometimes i just miss u too much
but all the while im always concerned about ur happiness.
What about all our promises and words to each other?
Can all this be casted aside just becoz u want to give it all up?
I dk ba. Im just really feeling down now. Cried also cried le.
Becoz of ur one give up we suppose to act as if we had nth between us?
If u can do it i suppose thats good for u but i can tell u bii
I CANT!!!
I changed becoz of u and yet u just think that aft u changed me u can just throw me aside ba =)
When i went to the river there alone u think i like it?
Im just worried ure alone and if u need someone pei
i will be nearby for u
but from ur post u say dao like u dunneed me, instead u are dependable more ur frens.
Guess to u,im nth but a useless trash which u can throw easily.
If not all these wuldn happen...
But all i can say is, my feelings to u didn and will nv change.
I dk why but im seriously in love with u.
U say u dunneed guys and love, well i guess i can just watch over u frm a distance,
hoping u will be happy without me ard.
Can see that when ure with others ure much more happier? I dk ba...
Then u say i bo tell u i go nana? u urself nv told me u were at evo?
If u msg me telling me ure there, u think i want to go nana?
I guess u just dunwant me ard?
At least i tried to tell u by posting in my blog asap. But
i by now then know u went to evo when i go nana lol abit joke ba...
I just want to know what happen to all our promises?
Maybe u can just cast it all aside with just one give up
but i cant ya?
When u see this bii, i just hope u dun think im blaming u, i have always love u
and maybe thats just alot misunderstandings between us ba.
All i just want is a chance to 好好爱你.
I will always rmb all our promises and times together, good or bad.
I just want u always by my side. Its all up to u.
I love u bii x3

Ok i guess i can start on my blog now lol!

Hmm went to work today as usual. Nth much, dead as usual uh -.- but heng Manfred, a customer who was always gam with me came and took VIP 3. He and his frens keep make me ta courvoisier so its not that boring lolol. He even gave me a $10 tips uh. Then VIP 4 also gave me food also so... i was well-fed LOL. Then aft manfred left, another group of customers who took his place at VIP 3 also gave me a $10 tip. So ytd quite ok luh but guess im just always alone ba. Smiling on the outside, hurt and pain on the inside ba =)

So aft work, msg bii but end up she also pushing me away so as i miss her alots, i took east side transport over to Kallang Bahru river there.. So i spent my times slacking there slack dao think of bii and cried -.- Then jiu tired le fall aslp on the bench covered with my jacket as its was kanpua cold -.- Keep shivering and just fall into a uncomfortable slp on the bench dao morning 7am. Aft that walked ard Kallang Bahru as im still moodless.

Bii as i walked ard ur hse area, memories of all our times just flowed bck to me...
I just seriously miss u alots,
especially just now.
Just remembered how im always with u, slacked, smoke and waited for the bus or cab together at the bus stop area.
Then also remembered how we went to market eat afew times. Haiz...
Whatever luh, just rmb alot of our times together...
Really miss die u BII!

So, bus-ed and train-ed hme at 8am plus as i was tired. Rch hme on lappy till now. Want toh alr x.x Ok at nite i will be working again so i want stone abit now =) Sry abit wordy peeps~

Promises Aren't Meant To Be Broken~

好想好想你...

2009-11-09T14:47:00.011+08:00

Hmm bck to post about this two days, sat and sun ya =) Didn post on sat as i was busy and i didn have the time uh x.x

Feeling very wretched but i guess life continues... Just missing u all along...

So ya haiz =( Alot of things happened on sat and sun ya so im gonna start now.

On sat, went work as usual, knew bii was going work at tentrick, just hope shes safe can le ar^^ Hmm afew fkked up things happened during work ar which i shall not metion as to spoil mood -.- Quite busy as it was sat ar, kena full hse for a time. So work ar work dao 4am finish.

Aft work mine collegues decided to go Kbox for some singing session LOL! Ask bii come but she was not feeling well and wanted to go walkwalk alone -.- End up me, Jym, Shirley, Anthony, Charles,Sindy and Daxiong all went the Kbox in Cinnileisure ar =) Shirley opened one bottle of Chivas sia -.- Siao we all machiam so tired alr stil want drink zzz. Anyways we enjoyed it and Sindy happy dao she drink so much till she seh and toh. She jitao vomited on me and Daxiong when we were going off and helping her off -.- Alr msgged bii ask her come let me pei her go hme and watch her slp liao as i miss her alots =(

So aft Kbox, cabbed hme to bii's hse with bii and watch her slp dao morning 10plus. Saw bii's mum and dad x.x But was very happy as i get to see bii all along. Nua at bii's hse till 5pm plus then bii said she want to go Jcube meet andrea they all then go work le. So pei bii to Plaza Sing and leave her with andrea there then i train-ed hme as i need to work soon and i got to change into my rcd shirt. So aft hme jiu jitao train-ed to town work luh.

Bii, im so glad u allowed me to pei u and let me watch u slp that nite. I really miss u every second when ure not with me =( When ure with me, when im watching u slp, i just feel so xinfu as ure beside me uh x3

Ok sun nite now uh. Sun work nth much to say ar. Abit dead as usual -.- But work is ok ar. Jiu work ar work again -.- Then some things about bii happened make me abit shaq de ar. But as i say b4 its bii decision as long as she happy jiu hao ba. So aft work, found out my collegues going Nana chiong, Daxiong jio me go also and since i abit sian i decided to follow awhile uh. Alot ppl including flowergals, Alvin, Daxiong, Toby, Tim, Jeff were all enjoying themselves ar. Eric also came ar, so long bo see him! I was tired and shaq as i was thinking of bii uh =( So drank quite abit ar.

Bii i drink becoz i was moodless, i MISS u =(
When i was drunk all i see is ur face ard me,
all i can think is all the times u spent with me.
I could not see or think properly when i was drunk and tired
but all i do is took out my fone and read all ur msgs on my fone.
Thoughts of u just kept flowing in my mind =(

We continue to drink uh. 5 bottles of martell x.x then i, Toby and Jeff also got abit sot for a time, we just dance at 1st, then we went to the stage and dance LOL =P Alvin also ordered alot food for us uh. Very nice ar, got fired sotong rings, fries, fried fishes and sotong balls i thinks. Thx Alvin i know u spend alot on us le. Anyways for 5 bottles of martell each person have to pay $40 nia uh, so.... Not bad luh. Then saw Jeremy, rcd exstaff at Nana also, we all just make him drink only =P

So aft Nana, we all proceed over for some makan uh. Kway chup at a nearby coffeeshop in Chinatown =) Jeremy machiam want toh alr LOL. Im ok except still keep thinking of bii. The rest also looks ok except some looked abit high uh. Then we all seperated cab-ed hme uh, east with east, west with west liddat. I was with Tim and Eric as we all west side one~ Rchhed hme i on lappy jiu toh alr till now x.x

K luh i going work soon, shaq dao lan lor -.- Till now wondering hows bii. I really just wish i could stick to bii 24/7 and bii would learn to accept and understand me. Thats all i ask for frm u this bendan bibi uh~ muacks x3 And oh ya, bii i want to learn to put pics in my blog and posts de uh but as u know, i can be very dumb de -.- Hope when ure free u can come teach me ok ^^

Promises Aren't Meant To Be Broken~

Miss You!!!

2009-11-07T20:01:00.004+08:00

Going work soon.
I dk why im posting this.
Guess im just really missing u~
Bii, i duncare what u changed to but i will still love u as always de, u may change but my feelings for u wun't.
U can push me away for a 100 times
but i will still come bck for u 1000 times more.
Thats becoz in my heart ure the sweetest gal i know to me ba x333
Hope bii always remain cheerful and safe~
ILYS and MISSING U BADLY!!!

Promises Aren't Meant To Be Broken~

Feelings Being There Yet Feeling Dead?

2009-11-07T11:25:00.009+08:00

Lol this few days i just felt very confused ba -.- I dk what i can do anymore. Feeling abit sick of life.
Sians...

Hao ba, going to post about ytd de things =) Went for work as usual uh. Bii told me she cant go for work again ar =) So, she ask me to geng about her not able to work again. Train-ed all the way to work, ytd's train was especially fast LOL, i managed to rch rcd on time for the 1st time =x

Then erm work uh, abit stress uh. 1st of all, alot ppl keep ask about bii, dajie and patrick included -.- i kena grilled like fkked ar =) Ask, Ask, Ask is all they do! They dun even consider my feelings -.- Then ytd was fri so it was supposed to be abit busy. But end up very jammed as we were short of ppl to work =) very good hor~ Not enuff ppl work?So abit rushed ba x.x So work was fkked up de zzz... Drank abit ytd nia as i not really in the mood to drink. So work ar work, just worked dao 3am then jiu off work le~

Aft work, wented to slack ard again but i rmb i promise bii de thing so i slack bu dao 15min jiu cab-ed hme ler. Rch hme, on lappy use till now. K luh i going bathe then rest awhile. Ltr got work plus today sat -.- cfm kanpua alot ppl de zzz. Hope i survive uh~

Promises Aren't Meant To Be Broken~

Slackness =P

2009-11-05T23:38:00.009+08:00

Hahs last two nite i bo post blog uh not becoz im lazy or what, its becoz i been outside all along ar =P Hence, im going to post these two days de things in one shot. Hmm well aft i learn on how to think, i calmed dwn alot aft my bad quarral with bii on Wed. But then.. I was still not in a mood to work so, called Patrick and say i wun be working luh.

Then found out bii also not in the mood to work also uh =( So i asked and asked about what shes going to do on Wed that nite. Found out she wanted to go walkwalk alone til very late -.- So i insisted on coming to watch over her x.x

Pei-ed dad to Kallang ler then cab-ed dwn frm Kallang to bii's place, then found out she gone over to Jcube to find poon and ahbelle x.x So train-ed over to Jcube uh. When i rch Jcube, bii, poon and ahbelle wanted to go watch movie liaos. Then troy also came over. So we all walked over cinnileisure and watched the movie, Halloween2. Mak it was so gore and stupid x.x Never again -.- see dao i keep hide bhind my jacket LOL -.- All the blood and violence~ Poon still say he making us watch more gore movies -.- Anyways, Halloween2 was not bad, at least i didn fall aslp LOL x.x

Aft the movie, we all walked over to parklane for lan and makan. Went to Sophia Mall to eat. Poon had a slight conflict with the stall ppl LOL. Aft that, went to evo for dota and audi~ =) We lan-ed dao about 9am plus then bii decided to go XG to find XR de ppl. So we all train-ed down to Bedok uh. Then while bii, poon and troy were upstairs at XG, i pei-ed Andrea as she dunwant to go XG due to some reasons. Her fone line was cut-ed off as she forget to pay her bills LOL. End up we had some fun with the M1 customer service LOL -.- Then went bck to interchange to find bii and went to ShengShiong to buy stuff for Andrea's bar.

Then it started raining heavily -.- Henhao sia zzz. So bii asked me go her hse as the rain was too heavy for me to go hme. Nua and slept at bii's hse till 5pm plus as im supposed to wake bii up for work, i didn want her to be late or keep cabbing x.x Ate dinner and bathe at bii's hse too. Always felt happy being in bii's hse, i also dk why =3 Maybe its coz bii is there ba=) Aft that, pei bii take cab to lavender where i got off then she continue on her way to work. Train-ed hme frm lavender aft that.

Bii, thx for being so sweet and taking care of me all along even though we had lots of quarrals and conflicts. I will do my very best never to hurt bii again de ya. Love you muacks x3

Rchhed hme nua and fall aslp. Was suppose to meet bii aft her work but i couldn wake up x.x until 5.45am zzz. Sry bii. Found out that bii went evo with andrea so audi awhile with her and andrea till i fall aslp again -.- Bii say shes tired and she slpping soon uh. Hope ure slpping well and having sweetsweet drms ar~

K im done with this post peeps. Will be going work ltr. Think bii is also workking uh. I alr slacked for these two days. Today have to go work le arbo no money ler x.x Tcs peeps~

Promises Aren't Meant To Be Broken~

Rain Washing Away My Tears~

2009-11-04T12:08:00.006+08:00

Hmm ytd had a bad conflict with bii which last till now ar haiz so i not in the mood to blog x.x But promised her will blog de, so here goes ba =)

Before i went work, bii and i had a quarral. i also dk why... She was just in a very bad mood =( Then i also dk how to rang her so end up had a bad quarral, making me moodless for work. But end up i still went for work as i stay at hme will ki sot de -.-

Train-ed to work. So just work ar work. Some customers and thai gals saw i was abit dwn so they offered me food to make me happy? LOL -.- Food wun make me happy but thx anyways =) Anyways, bar ppl also give me gordon bleu for me drink ar. Thx thx, i enjoy the drink. Aft work saw bii, andrea and poon. They just watched finish movie as bii jio me earlier go watch also, but i was working haiz -.- Think bii came up take pay de. See le her i jitao shaq... So aft work i just decide to slack ard.

Aft work uh, walk over to cinnileisure's side to slack. Sat there stoning listening to music on my PSP for a time. Thought of bii say de things then felt very shaq and moodless. Then i cried for dk what fk also -.-

I hate myself so much!

Aft that, i dk whether heaven just want jisiao me or what, it started raining. I sat in the light rain awhile b4 it got heavier. Then i moved over to take shelter frm the rain. When the rain become a light constant rain, i started walking frm cinnileisure to Plaza Sing slowly.

Moodless, shaqness, tears washed away by the rain~ machiam make movie hor -.-
Cold and Alone and Wet...
I was really down that time...
All along i was just thinking of u~
U were just in my mind all along...
Bii u misunderstood me when we were msgging ba. I nv sot u at all, just down all along.
Then when i was in Plaza Sing alone in the rain, u just told me to enjoys? x.x imagine how i felt that time?
I just jitao dk how to reply ni uh...
U just think if u were me then how would u feel?
Bii im not blaming u for what u say or do.
Maybe theres misunderstandings between us that time.
What i just want is for u to just understand me ya...
Bii i really do love u so much and i will always watch over u whether its frm a distance or what.
I know if i ask bii to forgive and tok normally to me now, u mostly wun de..
All i ask is just let me know whatever happens to u and let me watch over and tc of u~
But if bii still wants me of coz i will be so happy to have bii bck by my side uh.
Bii i MISS u badly!!! And i just want to hold u tightly and never let go!!
=(
Bii i always ai zhe ni~ Hope u see this! Muacks x3

Hmm so i just sat outside Plaza Sing till i fall aslp -.- Awoke at about 7.30am then jiu train-ed all the way hme ler. Msgged bii to inform her but guess shes still sot me haiz. Hope she rchhed hme safely also uh =(

Rchhed hme. Rest awhile jiu on lappy blog le. K luh i miss bii so badly till abit cannot tahan le. I think i just want stone awhile. Byes Peeps. Hope bibi see mine this post and wun think so badly of me =(

Ure the only one in my heart~

Promises Aren't Meant To Be Broken~

Feelings That Will Never Change =)

2009-11-03T17:25:00.007+08:00

Bendan, This post is just for u see de as i also have seen ur blog and saw what u want tell me =) U ask me why i was sad when i saw ur blog? I really dk. All i know is i have really fallen deeply in love with u and there is no more going bck for me even if i want to =)

U say u dunlike guys treating u over-good? Maybe thats a way of a excuse or avoiding me ba. When i was by the river ytd nite, i really tot about alot of things. Things thats diffcult for me to put in words, moreover im not a guy who is good with words ya. All i can say is, if u really plan on avoiding me, i cant stop u. If u really have fan gan about me nian zhe ni, i can stop if u really are that unhappy. But in my heart i WUN GIVE U UP. Without u in my life, my life will really just be dead =)

I Will Just Be Waiting For U Always~

I treat u as my girlfriend is becoz i have always loved u and i will continue to do so and love u. Im willing to do anything for u as i just want u to be happy. If u need time, i will give u time. If u want to be alone, i will just watch over u frm a distance. Understand? And if u need me, i will always be there for u.

U say there is feelings between us and im glad u admit it. And i also know ure not ready to commit or put feelings into our so-called relationship. But i will wait till the day u are ready and by then,i hope we can make this relationship into the sweetest relationship ever possible.

Bii ilys ya and if u need anything i can give, im willing to give everything i got. This doesn mean im treating u overly good, its just that i love u and wants u to be in the top of my life list. Hope bii understands me ya x3

Loves u, Needs u and always Miss u.

Promises Aren't Meant To Be Broken~

If I Become A Memory~

2009-11-03T09:31:00.010+08:00

Hahs today bck early to post blog for once uh coz i just came bck frm KallangBahru ther =) Ehhs i can blog dao fall aslp henhao LOL -.- Must stay awake ler lol~ Slp de hua will blog dao nxt year liaos =P

Ok abit jammed liaos. Hmm ok ytd was late for work again -.- Nearly tempted to take cab again zzz. But heng i diedie walk to the mrt station there without flagging any cab x.x but feeling abit giddy and heavy headache uh -.- Then all along xiang zhe bii lol.

Train-ed all the way to my work place. Rch there late. Expected. Then jitao frm 9pm to 10pm whole Ratchada was empty except us staffs LOL. The whole place was a fkking joke. The applaud for the thai band was frm us staffs nia, totally no customers inside there de, until 10pm then our 1st customer come x.x i jitao want sot diao. Alr sick plus nth to do still need stand ard in such a cold place -.- Msg-ed with bii until she go hme and fall aslp. i abit sian and moodless that time plus keep missing bii uh x.x but bii didn want me to go find her as shes tired ba =( So nvm. I work ar work, then kena ta alot again x.x then afew things worth metioning at work de. Saw Ben Yeo, a Singapore Artiste for host shows and some joker shows lol! Then, i serve one customer food de, when he settling his bill which i took it to him de, he just rch in his pocket and dig out one whole FKKING stack of $50. Must be around $2000plus inside the stack -.- veryvery rich.. If he can yang wo jiu hao liaos =P

Then i 1st time drink waterfall ytd coz a thai gal ask me drink halfhalf with her x.x but i drink de is more than half lor. I do the waterfall still have to drink the waterfall myself x.x Drink le inside throat jitao hothot de. Then customers la, thai gals la, all make me ta their drinks uh -.- Courvoisier, Martell and beer la.. Drink liao diedie tong work uh x.x

Aft work, i decide to go KallangBahru de river there slackslack coz i abit sian plus keep missing bii uh. And i also just want to be near bii ba. But she doesn want me to come earlier de so i just decide to slack at the river there lo. Rch the river i jiu sit dwn rest ler coz jitao buey tahan liao. Sick plus abit seh -.- Then just stone there watch the river thinking of bii uh x.x Half slack half slp all the way till morning 6plus going 7am liddat.

Bus-ed and train-ed all the way hme slppily while msggin with bii. Rch hme, on lappy, then use lappy till now uh. Visited bii blog then suddenly very sad uh. I also dk why... Hmm what am i actually? I also dk uh. i dk and DUN wish to know ba. All i know is i want bii to be safe and happy now nia.

Then i also gian tio this song as its very meaningful to me uh. I listen to it all the way while im using my lappy.

如果我变成回忆- Tank

累了照惯例努力清醒着
也照惯例想你了
好怕一放心睡了心跳在梦中
不听话的就停止了
听着呼吸像浪潮摆动着
越美丽越让我忐忑
我还能珍惜什么
如果我连自己的脉搏都难掌握
如果我变成回忆退出了这场生命
留下你错愕哭泣
我冰冷身体拥抱不了你
想到我让深爱的你人海孤独旅行
我会恨自己如此狠心
如果我变成回忆终于没那么幸运
没机会白着头发
蹒跚牵着你看晚霞落尽
漫长时光总有一天你会伤心痊愈
若有人可以让他陪你我不怪你
快乐什么时候会结束呢
哪一刻是最后一刻
想把你紧紧抱着
可知你是我生命中的最舍不得
如果我变成回忆退出了这场生命
留下你错愕哭泣
我冰冷身体拥抱不了你
想到我让深爱的你人海孤独旅行
我会恨自己如此狠心
如果我变成回忆终于没那么幸运
没机会白着头发
蹒跚牵着你看晚霞落尽
漫长时光总有一天你会伤心痊愈
若有人可以让他陪你
如果我变成回忆最怕我太不争气
顽固的赖在空气霸占你心里每一寸空隙
原来依然爱我的你痛苦承受失去
这样不公平请你尽力把我忘记
The End~

K la i blog hao ler, abit sick again le, wanted to upload pics here de but i dk how x.x Hope bii sometimes takes the time to read my blog =) Love die u bii and just yao ni xinfu ar x3 Hope we will always remain together and i will doing my best to change also~ Imys so much Bii x3

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Tired,Shaq And Sick -.-

2009-11-02T19:16:00.005+08:00

Hey peeps sry about not posting ytd's post, i been lazy and busy ar x.x

Before i start, Bii i just want to tell u thanks for giving me this chance to takecare of u, i will cherish this chance as promised~ Anyways all these times i been spending with u have been the sweetest time of my life and i want it to last forever uh. BII ILYS LUH!! Just miss die u every minute im not with u. Must stay happy and safe k x333

Hmm ok im keeping this short as i dunhave the time and im not feeling well luh. Headache uh -.-

Eh work nth to say much uh, went to work as usual. Missing bii. Work not much ppl also ar -.-. Very dead ytd but got fren customers come. Make me drink and drink again x.x

Aft work, Slack ard waiting for bii's msg. Then went evo find bii and andrea. End up Poon, Troy and Ahboy was also there, and alot ppl also ar. Played audi then bii and me had a small quarral again, we both kena sot tio by each other -.- Sry for makking bibi sot uh =( Aft evo, me, bii, andrea, troy, poon and ahboy went LJS for breadfast =)

Eat full liaos we all jiu slack ard until Jcube open. Nua inside Jcube till we all fall aslp. Slp dao 11am liddat x.x Then poon and troy went to SGH for poon's mc and i send bii hme as she was tired. Slpt at bii hse till 2pm plus. Saw bii's mum when i was seh frm slp LOL x.x abit chui then. Aft that wait for bii bathe and prepare hao then she going Jcube find poon troy they all ar while i going hme to bathe and rdy for work -.-

While going hme, suddenly kena heavy rain -.- I kena rain-ed dao like wet chicken x.x Then rch hme i abit sick liaos. Heavy headache plus earlier have abit fever zzz.
Rest at hme till now, saw bii audi-ing. Hope she is enjoying ar =)

K luh i going work le. Zzzzz but still feeling sick -.- Bobians ba. Sians. Missing bii all along x.x

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Halloween Work -.-

2009-10-31T15:26:00.006+08:00

Lol Ratchada will be celebrating halloween for two nite meaning we staffs have to suffer the makeup for two nite also -.- Henhao x.x

So as usual, went to work on Fri nite. Thought dao bii not working that nite and Sat nite, abit shaq uh -.- Haiz. Anyways, meet dao a Rcd bouncer on the train, chatchat with him dao we rch Rcd. When i rch Rcd, i tio stunned x.x All the staffs were required to wear Halloween makeup -.- So i just mian qiang anyhow makeup also lor. Peon want take me for experiment, ask me to let him help me makeup, but he put de whitewhite cream until so thick, so end up i ask a flowergal help me x.x

With all our makeup, like very hard to work lei. Wierdwierd de lei -.- But its still work so i just diedie tong till closing. Customers just give me de wierd look when i take their orders -.- So work ar work.

Ended work le. Asked Anthony, a Rcd staff, to take afew pics of me LOL as i seldom do this kind of makeup =P I shall try to upload those pics aft Anthony sends it to me ya. Then i know bii was having probs with her work, so i wanted to go find her awhile to make sure shes ok but she insisted on me going hme. Aft i make sure shes sounds really ok, i took de transport hme lor as i promise i will listen to bii de. When i rchhed hme, it was raining heavily, ma de, go hme also kena rain-ed on -.- Dried myself with a towel then on com pei bibi chat awhile but she was tired so she fall aslp halfway x.x

Then all the way i half rest half use com till bii really awake and tells me she going out early to meet andrea as she dunwant to be late for work ler. Then had a slight quarral with bii as i joke dao bii misunderstood me =( Just hope bii buyao wu hui wo le, im really kidding de, and i promise bii de i will hold on to it de k ilys bii.

K luh now i use com also sian le. Just keep thinking of bii nia x.x Haiz. Hope she wun angry ler. Going work soon. Halloween makeup again zzz mafan -.- Byes peeps.

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These Memories Of You And Me x3

2009-10-30T17:31:00.022+08:00

Hmm hey bck hme liaos. Been a long and shaq two days ar but i was very happy as bii was with me all de way. Bii, if u ask me to go thru this two days over and over with u again, i would gladly say yes as u were with me and i didn make u sot for once all the way during these two days.

Ok wed nite. Going work uh then kanpua suay things happened all at once, abit nomood to say but... i guess is JUST say ba. When i takking mrt, emperor call me, he told me he need to borrow my PSP so beg me to come boonlay find him and he also promise me cab fare for my trouble. At 1st, i refused as i didn want to waste ppl's money and i can die without my PSP. But when i take de train until clementi, emperor managed to psycho me takking the train bck to boonlay zzz -.- i really felt so fan then as i was going late for work but i still treat emperor as a fren then so i just go ahead only. LOL the whole thing became a joke -.- zzz.

Hmm rchhed boonlay met up with emperor and his fren, waited for his another so-called fren to transfer the game to my PSP but he didn come for about 45min -.- At 1st, emperor and his fren told me to leave the PSP and ask me go bck to de mrt for work -.- Then i alr sian diao as i know he dua me for the cab he promise me and i alr very late for work liaos... So i say nvm ba i wait with him. End up met some ginas of AhLeong, a nice guy i know in enet=) Those ginas were very siol with emperor. I found out emperor had a petty theft side and one of the gina told me heng i bo borrow him my PSP and go and heng i met tio them lol~ So end up, i waste my time, work, spon emperor and his fren de ciggs and my transportation fees =) I also found out that emperor was a dua bombster too -.- Aft he settle his daiji with all those ginas which btw involved police LOL, he still can come ask me for cigg and chat with him -.- End up he promise me a job and he would transfer money to my bank acc as he feel ps for smoking so much of my cigg. So i thought he still got hope, but later i found out EVERYTHING DUA again de -.- Sot sia. So end up i bo go work as it was very late, msg bii and decide go find her at her hse~

Rchhed bii hse, realised she was alr slpping le, watched her slp for about 1hr then i also toh to slp le. End up i was awoken by bendan bii at Thurs morning 10am plus as we realise that andrea had been finding bii in the early morning for lan-slack session x.x but bobians, i and bii was unable to wake up earlier x.x So we bathed, changed and cabbed dwn to PS to find andrea ther. Went LJS for breadfast then proceed to Jcube for slacking time. Then kena tempted by audi again -.- so open 3 coms audi. Stupid things happened in our fam FB uh -.- and sry to andrea and bii for hai-ing our fam lose some of the games i played in =( But heng we won bck some games later as the pros in our fam slowly came online =P

Played dao aftnoon liddat then pei andrea go cold storage buy stuff for her work. Aft that, saw andrea off in cab then me and bii benlai wanted to adel court case but couldnt contact dao her and we also dk where is the place hence decide to go boonlay sua as bii can find yongda and i can go hme bathe and changed.

So, when we rch lakeside, i saw bii's mood was abit off although shes trying to be cheerful. I understand as she told me all about it. Alot of sad memories uh... Bii, u must be strong ok? Anything anytime im always there for u de x3 Anyways, rchhed my hse, i slackked with bii there, had fun with my lappy webcam LOL took alot pics sia =P Then i went to bathe, aft that me and bii went to enet find yongda ahleong they all awhile nia as we still need to go work later. Hmm then time to go bck bii hse for her to bathe and change also, we shun bian eat there as her maid cooked alr =x

Rchhed Ratchada just in time, not too late LOL =x So me and bii work ar work again-.- Thurs nite, abit customers nia so work was deaddead de x.x Halloween tmr so Ratchada was decorated in ghosty things LOL!

Aft work, found out that bii was abit drunk so let her rest outside on a bench while i look aft her as she alr ko-ed on the bench. Was waiting for andrea as bii and andrea told poon and weijie we will be going geylang lor 23 to find them. Aft i saw bii had abit rest, support her to speedy where we cab frm ther to lor 23. Rch lor 23, saw poon only. Weijie was still working. Andrea open com while me and bii toh at there till morning as we alr very shaq le. Hmm when it was morning alr, weijie came in and we slackslack dao 10am plus going 11am. Some unhappy things happen which i shuldn say as i dk anything much about it x.x End up was andrea went hme in cab while me,bii and poon share cab as i and bii were going her hse while poon was going amk to take mc =x

Rchhed bii's hse, made sure she slps then i pei her till she really falling aslp which is about 12pm then i bus-ed and train-ed hme.Rch hme ar, tired liaos, blog until now.

Going work soon, today shuld be busy as its Halloween and Fri zzz -.- Tired Die Me.

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Missing Yous Always~ Drink, Drank, Drunk -.-

2009-10-28T16:40:00.010+08:00

Bii, the days i spent with u was the most happiest days in my life. Even though we had alot of quarrals and misunderstandings, i just keep falling deeper and deeper in love with you. Thus, i have no wish to give you up now or even in the future.
I WUN GIVE YOU UP!
Im not good with words but what i can tell bii is only you can give me this happiness and xinfu feeling. Before you came into my life, my life was just in black and white. After you came in, you gave my life colors and let me realise that there is still something call love. When im down, you were always there for me. You made me change and i know the things u do or make me do is wei wo hao de. Sometimes misunderstandings and quarrals hurt both of us and i know ure a girl who been through alot of things. But all i want is you to continue staying in my life and walk through it with me. Do you know i really need you alot? Im doing my best to change to the guy bii wants and i just hope bii will give both of us this chance and time. As for the 1 week thing, i was just desperately trying to hold on to you. What i want is not 1 week, 1 month or even 1 year,
What i want is Tian Chang Di Jiu.
Bii i love you ALOT ALOT and i NEED you by my side now and in the future. Dun ever leave me pls =( Without you im nothing. Hope Bii gets to see this. Ilys Imys Inys x33

Hmm work as usual, bii worked with me so i was very happy uh. But work ar work, i realise bii was feeling unwell. Abit danxin her as she keep disappearing =( End up when i go smoke break, Ahken, my captain, told me wher she was. Xintong to see her sick dao like that ya T.T So i abit moodless when i went back to work as i keep thinking of bii. Then customers ytd alot of regulars they make me drink and drink -.- untill i really very high. Beer with Brandy = Can die lol. Drank alot of neat brandy also -.- So end up i tong untill aft work before the kick really comes.

In my sehseh state, i just rmb i went to find bii aft work. Then i dun rmb anything liaos lol. When i wake up, found myself in speedy with bii, andrea and emperor, a audi fren. Bii told me i was fkking drunk and she had to carry me all the way from Ratchada to Speedy while she was sick. Sry Bii =( So as usual, we audi till morning again then andrea took cab hme as she was tired ba.

Bii,me and emperor went to slack in Jcube and chat abit with Ppc =) Slack and nua there dao aftnoon, then jiu go take train le. I sent bii hme although she wants me to pei emperor instead. But bii was sick and tired so i dunwant her to go hme alone, hope bii understand k and paiseh to emperor for letting u go hme alone x.x Aft sending bii hme, train-ed hme myself and nua at hme untill now.

K luh, thats about all. Going work soon as today i need to go there by 8pm -.- Shaq die. Maybe emperor will be coming to Ratchada. See hows ba. Hope bii having enuff rest and slp as i want to see bii well and happy =)

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2009-10-27T17:34:00.001+08:00

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Bck Home With Shaqness~

2009-10-27T01:49:00.011+08:00

Hmm bck. Lol maybe this will be a long post as i had been outside all the way for the past two days. Dk ba, u all see lo =)

Ok, on sunday went work as usual. Workin as normal except Some crazy zharbo customer keep ask me to tar their martell drinks-.- keep drink,drink,drink. Then when working abit high sia x.x While working all along, i keep missing bii so work abit sian for me lor. Then Patrick, Rachada manager, suddenly pull stunt on me. Told me im working on Mon instead of Thurs when i had choose Thurs to be my off day hen hao-.- But bobians luh..

Aft work, i msg bii and me her and andrea went speedy for audi again LOL. End up andrea and bii play dao tired and they fall aslp. I also lie dwn awhile. We all nua and slp liddat at speedy till 10am plus lol -.- Then went to LJS for breadfast. Aft that, Andrea and bii suddenly gian shopping. Then bii suddenly angry me coz i bo pei her and give her attidude liddat but bii u know its all just a misunderstanding right?

They shop dao 1pm plus b4 they are finally done LOL. We went Jcube to visit Ppc aft that since its near Plaza Sg uh. Slacked at Jcube. Saw alot of achipalang audi ppl ther, Some i know de, some i dk de. Then Andrea and bii suddenly gian audi again so we open com audi till 4plus. Shaq die man. Then all bus-ed hme at about 5pm plus, Andrea went hme while bii and i go bck to bii's hse as i want to pei her. When i see bii so shaq i also shaq diao =( Bii, i know i made u promise that u will nv tonn till u so shaq again but this promise is to wei ni hao, hope u understand k x3

When i saw u so shaq and unhappy, my heart broke that time.. I dunwant to see u liddat k.. Thats why i made u made that promise.

Saw bii off in cab as she needs to work. Then went hme bathe then pia dwn to somerset to meet Peon, my evo fren, as he wants to work at Ratchada too. Brought him to Ratchada for a short interview with Patrick. Hopes he gets in =) Then We took bus back to kallang bahru together as he lives ther and i also going ther to wait for bii. Slacked with Peon,talktalktalk until bii msg me she rchhin hme. On the way to her hse, surprise to see two dancer at Ratchada over ther. Chat with them abit then faster make my way to bii hse le.

Went to bii hse. I want to make sure she slp as she was alr so shaq for the whole nite le-.- I watch her ZzZzZz alr then i also ZzZzZz till morning lol. Tired. Mon Morning, nua over at her hse till ard aftnoon liddat. Aft that-.- i made bii unhappy again. So i went hme at 1pm plus Sry bii i really just want u to be happy but like i say i have feelings too and anyways i xplain it all to u ler, Hope u can understand ya =(

Ok laa, Thats about all. Mayb meetin bii and Andrea soon to pei Andrea cut her hair then have to go work le zzz.

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In A Hurry.

2009-10-26T21:34:00.003+08:00

Shaq. I was outside frm ytd to now-.- hen hao.. Plus now going out again zzz X.X Anyways will be back ltr to update the blog =)

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1st Post Of The Day Lol=)

2009-10-25T16:01:00.004+08:00

Hahs today is my 1st day offical post. Hmm as for how often im posting uh, i will see how lor =)

1st of all, over these two days i feel so happy and xinfu ya^^ Some0ne very special to me has always been there for me and i didnt know how to appreciate it. But when u showed that u were disappointed with me, i realise that i was really heart-shattered. Haiz.

Anyways, u were always tolerant with me and when u gave me a 1 week chance, i was really glad and promise myself to cherish and treasure this chance u gave me~ So far i hope im doing ok ar. So Bendan Bii, thanks in giving me this chance and i promise i wun make u regret ler. I promise to change with the chance u have given me uh x3 So pls trust me and pei me go through my life =)

Yawns, wokeup ytd then rmb im suppose to fetch bii and go work together. Cab to her hse ther and rchhed there early to slacked ard with her awhile b4 going work ar.

Work hmm. Nth much today uh, as usual ar, busy becoz its was sat x.x bar and cashier were nearly jammed making us all so stressed lol. Aft work, benlai is pei bii go find her frens go orchard tower drink de but end up our collegues and frens pyscho us go their charlet. So end up we cabbed to Pasir Ris DwntownEast to meet jym, Ratchada's cashier, and the others.

Cooked on the bbq pit awhile. Ate abit. Drank some brandy. Until 5plus. Then Alvin, my workplace captain, wanted to go hme liao so we decided to tag along as he could send us bck on the way hme to bii's hse =P

Then spend time all the way with bii lor, went to lavender eat some achipalang famous kuay teow o.o LOL but quite nice eh =) Aft that, pei bii wait for bus then i mrt hme le. Rch hme i jiu ZzZzZz awhile then wake up using lappy untill now=)

K luh, going work soon x.x Shaq die me~

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Blog Just Created=)

2009-10-23T17:52:00.002+08:00

My 1st Blog Here Created For Someone Special=)

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